obsession,
haven't written here about you lately.
that and the fact that i don't get to see you around anymore, doesn't mean that it's all over. oh no, i keep the memory alive, deep in my mind. loads of flashbacks hitting me, and i hate it. i hate hanging on the past, it's so lame. the memory of you touching me when we're all alone, and avoiding me among friends. still makes me so mad. i want to hurt you so bad. but the one thought that i mostly hate, is knowing that i could NEVER hurt you. because i care too much, even though i shouldn't. i hate it, i wish it'll all just fade away..
haven't written here about you lately.
that and the fact that i don't get to see you around anymore, doesn't mean that it's all over. oh no, i keep the memory alive, deep in my mind. loads of flashbacks hitting me, and i hate it. i hate hanging on the past, it's so lame. the memory of you touching me when we're all alone, and avoiding me among friends. still makes me so mad. i want to hurt you so bad. but the one thought that i mostly hate, is knowing that i could NEVER hurt you. because i care too much, even though i shouldn't. i hate it, i wish it'll all just fade away..
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ebolanator:
Monogamy is blah. Use what you've got while you can still bounce a coin off of it.
bracket:
ובזאת סיכמת את כול מה שרציתי לכתוב...........
