Hiya,
Well here I am again. Day 3. I just can't seem to stopped thinking about things to write and things to look up and threads to read. I've got newbie overexcited enthusiasm. Well last night I spent way too long looking through threads and finding groups to join. There are so many that I'm interested in. Some I have to be around a bit longer and show my activity before I can be accepted. This is understandable as they are more personal groups. I'm prepared to wait but I might burst with questions and excitement before the time is up.
Hmm. Well how to write the next bit. I was looking through groups and joined a lot. There are quite a few I joined in the Sex, sexuality and relationships section and some more I'd like to join there too. Which got me thinking. Is this a good thing? What kind of impression am I leaving for people. Maybe I should just join "I am a sexaholic" and be done with it. But then I thought that the reason I came to this site was because I wanted to join in a comminuty which was a celebration of everything we are rather than a persona we portray because we want to fit into society. So today I'm going to read through lots more groups and see about joining the ones I like and want to be a part of. I guess even after all this time of trying to be me social pressures and expectations are still somewhere in my head trying to jump out of the padlocked iron box they were thrown into a long time ago, waiting to burst out and slap OBSCENE PERVERTED stickers over all my impulses, interests and freewill.
So, there you have it. I don't really class myself as a sex aholic as I don't see what I think feel and do as bad or detrimental. I don't think about sex, relationships, and sexuality all the time. Dam I'm way too busy sorting out life to have that luxury. But when i'm not too stressed out or thinking about other priorities, it is something that intrigues excites and stimulates me mentally and physically and spiritually. I see it as a basic human fundamental a "need" which should be explored and enjoyed in an unlmited and unfetered way. Sadly modern society's "moral and ethical codes" shaped by men for men has seriously screwed up most of our chances of fullfilment and freedom in this department.
ok Rant off
*hugs all*
Y
Well here I am again. Day 3. I just can't seem to stopped thinking about things to write and things to look up and threads to read. I've got newbie overexcited enthusiasm. Well last night I spent way too long looking through threads and finding groups to join. There are so many that I'm interested in. Some I have to be around a bit longer and show my activity before I can be accepted. This is understandable as they are more personal groups. I'm prepared to wait but I might burst with questions and excitement before the time is up.
Hmm. Well how to write the next bit. I was looking through groups and joined a lot. There are quite a few I joined in the Sex, sexuality and relationships section and some more I'd like to join there too. Which got me thinking. Is this a good thing? What kind of impression am I leaving for people. Maybe I should just join "I am a sexaholic" and be done with it. But then I thought that the reason I came to this site was because I wanted to join in a comminuty which was a celebration of everything we are rather than a persona we portray because we want to fit into society. So today I'm going to read through lots more groups and see about joining the ones I like and want to be a part of. I guess even after all this time of trying to be me social pressures and expectations are still somewhere in my head trying to jump out of the padlocked iron box they were thrown into a long time ago, waiting to burst out and slap OBSCENE PERVERTED stickers over all my impulses, interests and freewill.
So, there you have it. I don't really class myself as a sex aholic as I don't see what I think feel and do as bad or detrimental. I don't think about sex, relationships, and sexuality all the time. Dam I'm way too busy sorting out life to have that luxury. But when i'm not too stressed out or thinking about other priorities, it is something that intrigues excites and stimulates me mentally and physically and spiritually. I see it as a basic human fundamental a "need" which should be explored and enjoyed in an unlmited and unfetered way. Sadly modern society's "moral and ethical codes" shaped by men for men has seriously screwed up most of our chances of fullfilment and freedom in this department.
ok Rant off
*hugs all*
Y
Keep it up!