youthdecayed

Ahhh, i Love the A's. I got a new A's hat. Go A's.

I've come to realize that getting ones hopes up is the only way one can be let down. I'm pretty good at not expecting anything. i've gotten so good in fact, that i never even think anything good will happen, but also that nothing really bad can happen either.

So why is it so easy for me to get sucked into hopefulness when its concerning Girls? and why is it, that when i give up on the certain girl i've liked, she decides to like me? I know that its the way things work. i've come to expect it. Maybe i just pick the wrong girls. But god damn, i just dont know what the fuck i'm doing.

then again, I dont think i ever have......