... anyhow.... after I rolled the stuff, mixing just a bit of it, with one small amount of green tea (no tobacco, mind you) and got in my hand a good old fashioned fat joint, i proceeded to smoke... got really high and started analyzing my sensations... got giggly (alone, in the dark, in my room) and my got a mild case of lack of coordination with my fingers... and got the idea of writing down a description of what was going on, this is what came out... fortunately i did manage to copy it
Then i smoked some more, realized my whole room stank, and probably it will go to other rooms, thought of my grandma smelling it, so I grabbed a deodorizer and air freshener and started prancing around the hallway and in my room, like a happy elf (mind you I'm 188cm (6'3) tall, chubby fat or "big boned" if you like Cartman's voice) so there was probably a lot of noise at 12:30-1:00 am. due to the whole "stealthy happily prancing ninja elf" episode... and now I'm chilling in my room, lurking the web, and reading a bit of fantasy... while feeling relaxed and a bit spongy.... and thinking about self-awareness of our body responses
and the semi usual youtube: