Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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do u ever wonder why the fuck u get out of bed in the morning ???/ i did today i was evicted for no fucken reason at all and omg i am pissed the landlord can go to fucken hell mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
aj_paradiselost:
Get the fuck out of here, how did that happen babe! Well let me know what the fuck is going on.........L8er Red.....AJ
m3fr33ky:
That sucks chica.... get a lawyer!!! there are laws that keep landlords from doing that shit!!

Tuesday Sep 27, 2005

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Aj my sweety pie u read what i typed wrong lol i like not having the whole world reading my blog....and in 45 min i will be upf ro 24 hours and thats about it eeek
aj_paradiselost:
What do you mean I read what you typed wrong?........lol. I know you like the whole world not reading your blogs but you are a fucking babe, sooooooo. I will see you around Red. Give kisses to the kids for me, and spoil them rotten........L8er.........AJ
aj_paradiselost:
P.S. What a fucking RACK! howwllllllllllllllll babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tuesday Sep 27, 2005

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wow umm i slept lol and well now its 315 am and now i am up!!!
i think that that was the best sleep i have gotten in like 2 weeks...at 6 pm eastern time i fell asleep on the couch till 12 am with my baby laying next to me baby as in my son and then i woke up and was like DAMN...
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aj_paradiselost:
Well babe, first off you have to go make friends on this fucking site. They don't come to you. Scroll through the various SG groups or go to hook up and type in the various miles that you are willing to meet people, either to meet or fucking chat with. Then SAY something to thier posts. They answer you and then you make friends. If you wait for fuckers to stumble across your journal then you are doing what most do in Real Life, not taking steps to meet new people. Fuck hon, a friend is just a stranger that you have gotten to know. There is alot more to this site. You need to explore............Fucking hot girl........L8er.............Aj

Monday Sep 26, 2005

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There has not been a lot going on latley...i have come to the conclustion that living in sanford sucks ass...there is no work anywhere...hopefuly i will find a job soon i am willing to do anything from flipping burgers to helping fat ppl try on shoes so i am not being picky but i will keep my head up and try to find something somewhere...
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Saturday Sep 24, 2005

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yup the 4th day with a head ach not cool at all
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Friday Sep 23, 2005

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WELL I LIKE INXS VERRRRRRRRRRRY MUCH good music is good music no matter how outdated tongue wink smile

Tuesday Sep 20, 2005

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WHEELS ARE TURNING thats all i have to say and INXS HAS A NEW FRONT MAN FUCKEN KICK ASS SINGER
aj_paradiselost:
LOl, Red, ummm, you need to get out more and turn off the TV babe, no shit. Loveth ya.......L8er.....AJ

Monday Sep 19, 2005

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DO U STAY WITH A PERSON BECAUSE YOUR KIDS ARE HAPPY AND THAT PERSON IS GREAT FOR THEM BUT IS BAD FOR U?.....OR DO U DECIDE TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR KIDS TO A DIFRENT LIFE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON YOU ARE WITH TRULEY WILL NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY....THE PERSON HAS HAD CHANCE AFTER CHANCE TO DECIDE TO...
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Sunday Sep 18, 2005

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I TAKE A LOOK BACK AT THE THINGS I HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE AND I WONDER WHY I HAVE CHOSSEN THE THINGS THAT I HAVE.... I THINK ABOUT WHERE I AM TODAY AND WHERE I MIGHT BE TOMORROW AND I ASK MYSELF WHY DID I CHOOSE THIS PATH WHY DID I DO WHAT I HAVE DONE... PEOPLE ME SAY THAT I AM LIVING IN...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey Red I can see how you would be depressed babe, thinking that way and all, but you know what, most everyone thinks that way. The ones who don't tell you that are usually fuckers that are trying to fucking CONVINCE themselves that they are content or happy. And then there are some that are just so beaten down that they don't feel like there is any reason to bring it up anymore.
Some think they have all the fucking time in the world to make things the way they want them.
Yeah Red it is MORE than fucking important for you to put your kids first but you have to also find time to figure out what you want. Do you think it would be wrong to explain to your old man what you would like to do? I mean hopefully he loves AND fucking RESPECTs you. You are still fucking young as shit Red. Do you think everything you long for is so out of reach? Do you think if things change no one will want a woman who gained a bit of wieght and has kids?
Don't sell yourself so short doll. Make yourself a plan to obtain what it is that you want. Of course you won't be able to have the same freedom as someone who doesn't have kids but that doesn't mean you are dead yet? And I'm sure your a good mother and I am sure you love your kids. Talk to me babe, tell me what it is you want to achieve or what you think you are missing out on. Anyway pretty girl, I'll talk to you L8er......AJ

Saturday Sep 17, 2005

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OMG i am sooo tired of not being "happy" and i dunno how to make myself happy i was happy at one time and that was a long ass time ago and damnit i am tired of ignoring it so here it is... my sex life sucks...i am bored with my man and i cant take it anymore mad
aj_paradiselost:
What? Get over it Red, that is the first fucking thing to go, and if you can leave someone over something as trivial as sex there there is nothing but a world of emptiness and despair out there for you. Don't think about the shit you don't have, think about the shit you DO have. Fuck man, don't make me sound like the wise one, I suck at that shit.............L8er hottie.......Aj
aj_paradiselost:
Sex is fucking overrated
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