Dream Diary- Bleed
I'm in high school again. High school in this dream is represented by a long maze of dimly lit corridors, saturated with dull whites, greys, and blues. I walk into a room, and Shannon is there, along with some of my friends (no one in particular that I can remember, just the sort of generic, background noise a brain generates for a...
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
Today I will gorge myself on fattening foods that I am still allowed to have, and hang with my ginger twin Jaime and her family. This is my plan.
Life's not all bad. Pass the pie.
_smurfzilla_:
yay!
Update- End of November
I was originally going to write another blog entry tied to the last one, about being in the hospital for anemia, but my thoughts are still scrambled and I was never ever to put it together. After waking up and spitting blood into Gerards sink, he and Brian rushed me to the ER of Norton Downtown. After they spent an exceedingly...
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(This is my first blog entry in a long time, I wrote it before going to the hospital this past weekend. I'm working on another one about the hospital visit, 'Little White Room')
Little Blue Room: Anemia & Hope
I get off the tarc bus, pause, and take a deep breath. I haven't been to therapy in a couple of weeks, due to a nicely...
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_smurfzilla_:
your story is one of the ones that makes me angry and upset that this country doesn't have universal health coverage. seriously. no one should go through everything that you do and worry like you do.
are there any foods you can eat that would help you to absorb iron more efficiently?
and good luck with the job! records keeping really helps any business. and it sounds like you've got a knack for it. and trust me.. when they're looking to find things and you can remember how to find them when no one else can.. you're their hero. ^_^
how long before you know if its a permanent job for you?
are there any foods you can eat that would help you to absorb iron more efficiently?
and good luck with the job! records keeping really helps any business. and it sounds like you've got a knack for it. and trust me.. when they're looking to find things and you can remember how to find them when no one else can.. you're their hero. ^_^
how long before you know if its a permanent job for you?
Today is my birthday. I am 34 today.
Huzzah.
drocculari:
Happy birthday!
Panic Attack
I think I had a panic attack today. At least I think it was a panic attack. No one has ever really described a panic attack to me, so I didn't have a lot to go by.
8:33 AM- I am at the bus stop. I see on my phone that the bus was supposed to have come at 8:25ish. I got out...
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I think I had a panic attack today. At least I think it was a panic attack. No one has ever really described a panic attack to me, so I didn't have a lot to go by.
8:33 AM- I am at the bus stop. I see on my phone that the bus was supposed to have come at 8:25ish. I got out...
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_smurfzilla_:
train wreck days suck. but in the words of the hitchhikers guide "don't panic".
and don't feel bad about your coworker giving you a lift. if he was worried about gas then he wouldn't have offered. i have arguments with chris over things like that all the time. even though he has his own car, it gets horrendous mileage. i drive a diesel jetta. i get 40+ without even trying. but he keeps feeling bad.
writing lists out and breaking down big tasks into smaller ones always helps me out. then i feel good for getting little things on the list done.
hang in there.. and I'm jealous of you getting to go to gen con!
and don't feel bad about your coworker giving you a lift. if he was worried about gas then he wouldn't have offered. i have arguments with chris over things like that all the time. even though he has his own car, it gets horrendous mileage. i drive a diesel jetta. i get 40+ without even trying. but he keeps feeling bad.
writing lists out and breaking down big tasks into smaller ones always helps me out. then i feel good for getting little things on the list done.
hang in there.. and I'm jealous of you getting to go to gen con!
_smurfzilla_:
i do know sort of how that feels. i am terrified of phone calls.. i don't know why but answering/ having to make phone calls or even check my voicemail scares me. for something as simple as calling to confirm a doctors appointment takes several days of glaring at my phone and partially dialing the number until i finally do it.. and its automated. -_-
Update 2
Today brought me some peace of mind. After spending a few weeks fidgeting nervously and waiting to hear from Vocational Rehab, I finally (with Jaimes' help) was able to get everything in the right place and go to my first appointment with the agency (Path Forward) that will be helping me look for a part-time job to work around my physical limitations. I...
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Quick and Imperfect
I'm still working on my art, in and out of therapy. I spend about 75% of my time there talking about real life issues, and 25% of the time talking about my artistic ambitions, which got shoved to the wayside in the whole SSA-mess. I've been struggling for a while with the fact that I'm often too upset to do much more...
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I'm still working on my art, in and out of therapy. I spend about 75% of my time there talking about real life issues, and 25% of the time talking about my artistic ambitions, which got shoved to the wayside in the whole SSA-mess. I've been struggling for a while with the fact that I'm often too upset to do much more...
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thebeliever:
Very cool. Moar.
drocculari:
Robo-bugs are cute. I like it. The eighth principle of the Cult of Done Manifesto is, "Laugh at perfection. Its boring and keeps you from being done."
Most peoples faith begins after they get past such falsehoods as alien abductors and haunting ghosts. My own faith spiraled down past comfortable lies like justice and love, and kept on disbelieving.
- Joseph Daniel Alvey
_smurfzilla_:
be artistic! ^_^
and thanks for the birthday wishes
and thanks for the birthday wishes