yetty

So this is my first blog. Today was a rollercoaster! it sucked big time. Ay first i was fine, i got to ride a gorse for the first time which was a whirl wind of emotions. I was happy just being around the horse, feeling its vibes and brushing hi mwas great. But when i was on top of him man handling him so to speek i felt bad. It was very weard. I got home kinda weard. Until i saw my snake's thrown up pinky! For a snake it is very weard.. i called 5 vets in my area and all of them were open until 5 but there doctors gone at 5! What the fuck even an emergency clinic. So i told them that i was worried he was going to pass away he was getting very lethargic. So I made an appoinment to check him out in the morning. I couldnt stand sitting at th house waiting for him to die so went to the pet store trying to find another pinky that he maybe will eat. But umm when i got home he was dead! I love my animals whether they are a dog,cat, snake! so i took it kinda hard. I went on the internet trying to keep my mind off of it and found out i was a hopeful! so that was great! my mind is freaking out but ive wanted to be a suicidegirld forever.. Wow blogging helps, whew.. well i am going to tell the vet im pissed but for now i guess im stable.