yesteryearsgirl

i need friends in the area. the end.

good news is that i got more hours at work and management and me are getting tight. bad news is a kid i went to high school with died earlier today. kinda sad, drunk driving accidents are so lame and easily avoidable. my best friend ginny at home dates andrew, and andrew's best friend is josh, and josh is zach's younger brother. (zach is the...
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yay for buying buffy season three for 25 bucks at the game stop yesterday. i've been holed up and vegging out for hours. i am such a geek, but i still really love that show.

i did a very immature thing today, but i don't care. so there! i sent the meanest myspace message i could muster to the supposed friend i've been falling out with for so long. i've said my peace. i hope she cries, and doesn't respond, but she probably will, and there will probably be drama that was avoidable if only i'd have kept my mouth...
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drove to greenville today with jet. boring. talked to steph, funny that last night while i was bitching about being lonely, she was calling me and jet's cell was on silent so i didn't hear it. apparently she has to have spine surgery, which she's nervous about. i hate that. i hate hospitals. i'm nervous too. i hope some lame doctor doesn't fuck up her...
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ode to the roommate
Current mood: hopeful

I know I'm not doing the goodbye Walker thing yet, but I'm going to have to do a segment I'd like to call "The Best Roomie in the Whole Entire Universe."

You may know her as Teresa Shadroui (damnit, I think I misspelled her fucking name), but I prefer to refer to her as "Technically Midgett but We'll...
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so...edit on today's earlier post because i can't sleep. i talked to my dad. i feel like a better daughter at least now. i have been thinking all day about who my "true friends" are. and i really don't know anymore. most of the people in my life are there by circumstance and old memories. sometimes even my oldest friends, the ones i'm most sure...
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hung over after a night of drinking with jet and sylas. god. i love them both. i put four drops of absinthe in my alcohol and that was just nifty. if i wasn't such a lame and lazy drunk there would be pictures. lauren and josh get back soon from their five month stint teaching english pronunciations to chinese kids. thank god. i miss those...
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last night i dreamt i was a suicide girl. ahahahahahahahahaha. in other news. i'm going to unca. also i'm not getting married this summer, but i am moving in with an amazing boy. my life is cluster fucked when it comes to matters of getting a job, school, and my family. but that's life. today is reading day, last night it was like a full...
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i have so much to say, but i can't remember how to organize my thoughts like i used to. i will write more tomorrow, so yet another blog spot can see my sloppy emotional state.

fuck, i am so cliche. it's tacky.