Hi,
I'm a double of johnny walker black (neat) and a beer chaser into the night. My wife just got back from a fun party that one of her girl friends threw. She went straight to bed and is most likely snorning by now. I'm so horny that I'm mean and angry most of the day. When I was single I was fucking 2 - 3 times a day with 2 or more partners. And now, almost 14 years into my only marriage... I'm lucky to have sex once every two weeks. I gave up lust for love and at times wonder if I did the right thing. Don't get me wrong, I still love her and we have a great time with eachother. Jacking off just gets old and even if I did it twice a day for a week or even a month I would still be bitch and dickish. Months age me and I wife were drunk and all coked up and we were talking about this. She said she wanted me to get some on the side if it would make me happier. ofcouse I said no. I made a pledge to her and even added that if my dick ever went into another woman it would be if she guided it. Meaning 3 way or no way. Not just because I want a 3ay but because if I was to just use someeone for sex would want me and my wife to defile this person together. a duo using this no-name for our own needs. A mutual conquest. I know, never going to happen. Most of our marriage this was easy to keep. We were living in the Phoenix area and I was 20 lbs heavier. Then we moved back to our home town here in West Texas and now I'm the new stud that non of the locals can keep their yes off of. Now I don't think I'm super sexy and all but I have never seen a strange girl look at me up and down until about 3 years ago after we moved back. and I was heavier then. In the last 6 months I lost the weight and I'm not only see ing girls look me at me but also give the signs. Like when they let me watch them look at me from head to toe and then back. playing with their hair and sometimes biting thier lips. I knowtice some women standing up straigher when I enter a room and making sure to make eye contact with me and we never even speak to each other. At the store, my son's school, in traffic and any public place. I avoid the sittuation by looking away and never speaking unless I have to. I remember my mom saying that if you don't want to get into a situation, then never do what leads into that situation. You can't easily cheat on someone if you never go out with out them.
By the way I'm on my second double and we have no more beer. I don't shoot it, I sip or drink.
I know I'm not god's gift to women. But, I come from a line of womanizers and most of them were never very smart. So, looks had to have something to do with it. All my post prubescent life even if I didn't draw the women straight to me, all woment I ever worked with would at some point be drawn to me within a couple of months. Once I noticed this I alway had to act on it to stop it ASAP. Now on a given day I see 20 or so women a day I want to fuck. While at the bank or post office or driving down the sreet. And I know I see atleast 3 per day that have the same thoughts about me. I have to stop myself from making up an excuss to talk to them and break all eye contact.
shit I'm frustrated... half the time I'm a walking hard-on. whats on TV?
I'm a double of johnny walker black (neat) and a beer chaser into the night. My wife just got back from a fun party that one of her girl friends threw. She went straight to bed and is most likely snorning by now. I'm so horny that I'm mean and angry most of the day. When I was single I was fucking 2 - 3 times a day with 2 or more partners. And now, almost 14 years into my only marriage... I'm lucky to have sex once every two weeks. I gave up lust for love and at times wonder if I did the right thing. Don't get me wrong, I still love her and we have a great time with eachother. Jacking off just gets old and even if I did it twice a day for a week or even a month I would still be bitch and dickish. Months age me and I wife were drunk and all coked up and we were talking about this. She said she wanted me to get some on the side if it would make me happier. ofcouse I said no. I made a pledge to her and even added that if my dick ever went into another woman it would be if she guided it. Meaning 3 way or no way. Not just because I want a 3ay but because if I was to just use someeone for sex would want me and my wife to defile this person together. a duo using this no-name for our own needs. A mutual conquest. I know, never going to happen. Most of our marriage this was easy to keep. We were living in the Phoenix area and I was 20 lbs heavier. Then we moved back to our home town here in West Texas and now I'm the new stud that non of the locals can keep their yes off of. Now I don't think I'm super sexy and all but I have never seen a strange girl look at me up and down until about 3 years ago after we moved back. and I was heavier then. In the last 6 months I lost the weight and I'm not only see ing girls look me at me but also give the signs. Like when they let me watch them look at me from head to toe and then back. playing with their hair and sometimes biting thier lips. I knowtice some women standing up straigher when I enter a room and making sure to make eye contact with me and we never even speak to each other. At the store, my son's school, in traffic and any public place. I avoid the sittuation by looking away and never speaking unless I have to. I remember my mom saying that if you don't want to get into a situation, then never do what leads into that situation. You can't easily cheat on someone if you never go out with out them.
By the way I'm on my second double and we have no more beer. I don't shoot it, I sip or drink.
I know I'm not god's gift to women. But, I come from a line of womanizers and most of them were never very smart. So, looks had to have something to do with it. All my post prubescent life even if I didn't draw the women straight to me, all woment I ever worked with would at some point be drawn to me within a couple of months. Once I noticed this I alway had to act on it to stop it ASAP. Now on a given day I see 20 or so women a day I want to fuck. While at the bank or post office or driving down the sreet. And I know I see atleast 3 per day that have the same thoughts about me. I have to stop myself from making up an excuss to talk to them and break all eye contact.
shit I'm frustrated... half the time I'm a walking hard-on. whats on TV?