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Takin' a break while i'm livin somewhere with no intertron.
have a nice day.
miao!!
pantsonfire:
get the intertron back......pleeeeease.
desilou:
sorry about my randomness at your job.. i was sick and crusty but it was nice to have met you.
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Angry, frustrated, trapped.
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I didn't want to work tonight. I asked for third shift off. Not the whole day... just the third shift. They couldn't do that for me. So tonight i work from 9pm to 5am. That pretty much kills everything i could have been doing all night tonight. I would work christmas, thanksgiving and easter all rolled up into one, just to...
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wren:
"LEEPin'". ^_^

I'm tired of being tired, too. I'm exhausted right now and I have a midterm in twenty minutes.

Michael Jackson makes me sad. I always wonder what happened to him and I can only surmise that years and years of mental and physical abuse, coupled with being in the public eye, have turned him into the giant freak he is today.

Come on. "Prince Michael"?
pantsonfire:
well, at least michael jackson's kids have achance to lose their virginity before most other kids!

(that one deserves a rimshot)
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Motovation level is at 50% today, up from about 20% lately. I should be using that valuable energy to be doing laundry and doing valuable crap, but no, my motovation is up, but so is my selective procrastination. I do hope to meet some new people tonight, though. Hopefully that will happen. I think this place would be a kinda cool place to live if...
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pantsonfire:
lets give it up for anchovies! although i've never had them, but i do like sardines, so really what's the difference?

would being high really affect your work performance?

too-dah-loo bok
jonnyjester:
heh..... so, i guess, i came off wrong, i started hanging out with sarah cause all the people i work with suck and shes pretty cool, i never thought of anything inbetween you guys, but i always heard her hitting on you and never gave it a thought, never crossed my mind, never worried or gave a thought, like yeah mebe sarah will steal my girlfriend, because i i dont beleive you would leave me, yet, or ever. But then you tel me this and i knew a girl could win you over, but i never let it bother me, even if you had told me 4 or 5 other times, because of the fact that i dont beleive you would leave me. if in fact soome thing like that happened and this is what i've been afraid to tell you, is that if, in some wierd alternate futur, we somehow get into a threeway, or anything like that, that it would be a ffuck, i never even remotely thought that it would sonmething that could change your love for me, but some person we mutually agree on and make rules or standards of actions so that nothing like jealousy or anything would happen.


But either way i find it ridicoulous that you thought for a second that i was trying to get you and sarah together...... fook...... thats about as bad as using the word WACKY!!!!

So, since this response was in sheer spite of what you wrote in your journal......... i apologize if it doesnt make sense.....

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OOOOOOkay, first off i'd like to record this playlist for my own future reference just in case i'm ever in this mood again and want perfect music:
Deep bass- Scapegoat wax
Be for real- Afghan whigs
She said, she said- Beatles
Beautiful- Belle and sebastian
Short skirt, long jacket- Cake
What i am- Edie Brickell
Independent woman- Elbow
Hooked on a feeling (the OOGACHACKA version)...
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_risforrad:
yaay! I missed you! I'm glad you and Jonny are doing bettersmile
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Yeah, so i'm definately having issues. Jonny told me last night that he didn't think that we would work out at a boyfriend/girlfriend thing, then later told me that i shouldn't expect him to be in love with me unless it years from now, and then that he wasn't going to break up with me and was not going to let me break up with...
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marychrist:
I hope things work out for you, babe. He needs to know how much he's fucking with your head (without stabbing him in the face, of course). If he's a proper friend he should tell you one way or the other. "Should I Stay Or Should I Go?". It's hard to stay in a relationship when the other person won't tell you they love you.
desilou:
i hope everything works out. going to the gay bar can be fun.
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My whole body hurts from the 45 minute walk to (and from) my new job from my new home.
My head hurts from trying to fit all my and Jonny's belongings into the small space we're renting.
My pride hurts from being addicted to Morrowind, an Xbox roleplaying game.
I need a bath and lots of money.
My dad has two clogged arteries and is...
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jeremyh:
You're alive because you need to be.

You're obvioulsy needed by many, just remember we can learn through the pain... don't let it break you.
nerdboy2345:
all sounds shitty
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So, yeah... i'm a big, huge dork. The only reason i'm not in Champaign right now, moved into my new home alongside my sweetiepie is because i thought i had a court date on the 24th (which is a sunday ANYway, which confused me)... no, upon closer inspection, the court date is on 9/24. Jeeee-sus, do i feel... how you say... salty. If it wasn't...
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pantsonfire:
glad you're back!!

oh yeah, i don't wanna be plan B. plan B usually sucks!
pantsonfire:
yeah right, the last thing i have is a bok deficiency!
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So, yeah... Jonny's gonna leave me today. It sucks some incredible ass, but he's going to be in Champaign and i'm still gonna be here until the 24th. I have a court date that day in town and being that i have no car, it would be dumb to go to Champaign. In the meantime, Jonny can be over there getting set up and finding...
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ravensfeather:
in responce to your question: im not sure what there is here to do in champaign, ive only lived here about 2 months and i havent really done anything yet =P i like to go to the park, there are 2 nice ones here, one in urbana that is really nice with huge artwork and statues all over it, i go to the comic shop and such (im a huge dork haha) when are you moving to champaign?

peace
gayjj
_risforrad:
Yeah, so sorry about missing your last 5 entires. I just read them now, though. My comp has a virus and I don't know how to fix it yet - turns out the PCillin antivirus isn't that 'illin' after all, yo tongue Anyway, point is I can't look at all your new pics yet, but I will soon. I'm glad Jonny's baby is healthy - tell him congrats if I don't have a chance to post him for awhile. I love in your last entry how you talk about being 'creatively obsessed' about something for a month or two and then changing again; I was just tellin a guy at work about how I do that too. Lately I'm listening to LOTS of music, sewing, and taking care of my pets; any one of these things will keep me riveted for entire days. Hang in there with the waiting to go to Champagne... it sucks having to get used to sleeping by yourself! Take care kiddo kiss

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I finished my wicked witch of the west book. It was depressing as hell. I mean, we all know, she HAS to die. She's the villain. But she didn't start that way. At one point she was an anarchist rebel fighting for a noble cause. Risking her life for good causes. Then all hell breaks loose. Man, you know she had to die, but they...
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desiderata:
so where is normal in illinois? i was born in Kankakee..is that close? is it close to chicago?

jonnyjester:
http://www.normal.org/

yeah, thats right, i did......
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Helped fill the roomie's SUV all full of boxes of Jonny's and my stuff today. It's Champaign or bust.

I have a lot of hopes about Champaign. I don't even really know what the town's about, mostly. I mean, i know it's a college town, and i know they have a kickass costume shop, and i know they have *gasp* gay bars... but i don't...
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tygertyger:
Honestly, I think moving out of a town called Normal is always a good thing, regardless of where you end up. wink

Here's hoping it works out well for ya.
jonnyjester:
*gasp*
Welcome Home!!!
I missed you!!!
I'm so lonely give me a hug.... frown
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No sleep for 28 hours makes Jera go...
something, something...
miao!!
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samantha:
Wings is a short children's chapter book series... if you can find them they are super cute! they're about a family of winged cats... i was obsessed withthem when i was six. miao!!
leningrad:
bla! bla! bla!

*runs around screaming*
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Strange day today... Lots of emotions that aren't exactly mine, and mine, at the same time.

Jonny finally got word of his baby. It's a confusing situation, but, in a nutshell, he's married to someone who is with someone else far, far away who had his child on the 29th of June and up until today, he knew nothing about it.

He knew she was...
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tunnelslats:
Hmmm... shocked all that up there sounds like a big mess. I hope it turns out alright...that is one damn cute kid!
Wouldn't it be nice if every time you had to do the boss's job, you made his/her wage!?
tygertyger:
Intimidated by what? The length of the entry? "Hello, Kettle. I'm Pot. You're black." tongue

If you mean the number of comments, hell I'm intimidated by it! I've never ever had six pages of comments before, and it terrifies me.

Your name's pretty good, too. As well as your profile pic. wink

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