Hello world
I hope all has been well for you.
Now that the introduction is done i had better show the waver..
I'm going to delve into my feelings now so this is your chance to leave while you still can.
ok fair warning right?
So I finally feel like I'm standing on my own two feet. I still teeter a bit but definently on my own.
While I've been updating this more and more I've also been letting shit go which I'm really happy about.
I think it may show my drug usage though
*But of course I do need to rant a little so here goes*
Couples have been making me feel ill.
Now I know its cliche but seriously, the couples who try waaaayyyyyy too hard just make me want to vomit.
Its getting to the point where I don't care if I see one of my really good friends because hes going to either
have her with him or, and this bugs the loving shit out of me, he'll text her the ENTIRE time we hang out!
Come on now. I've been in love and even that is a fucking stretch.
Your going to see the bitch in like 3 hours max. Put down the damn phone and hang out with the people your
with!!!
ugh, makes me sick.
Also the unneeded PDA is bad, but whats worse is when they talk about intimate details of their sex lives
infront of everyone!
So thats my bullshit I hate couples because I'm all alone and bitter rant.
Really, and this worries me way too much, I don't have much of a sex drive lately.
Its nice, I mean its been a month or so and I'm not humping inanimate objects and that makes me glad, but
since there is no one to for me to be having sex with I guess its for the best.
I do need to get laid though, my last was not very good at all.
I've hit a streak of lazy lovers and that needs to change ASAP.
Personally, I try my hardest and give my best for my partner and I guess I don't understand anything else..
Its supposed to be fun for both of you.
The whole "I'm just going to lay here and I want you to fuck me" thing just does not compute.
Thats why I was looking forward to that cougar!
w/e hopefully I don't run into another lazy lover for a long time.
alright I think I've bitched enough, of course I could always go into religion...
but I think I'll pass on it this time
I'm currently listening to Brand New, Beirut, Modest Mouse, and the Decemberists
Ohh and the whole relationship rant has harsh overtones from an Alkaline Trio song
called Love, Love. Kiss, Kiss.
and thats it.
good luck fuckers!
I hope all has been well for you.
Now that the introduction is done i had better show the waver..
I'm going to delve into my feelings now so this is your chance to leave while you still can.
ok fair warning right?
So I finally feel like I'm standing on my own two feet. I still teeter a bit but definently on my own.
While I've been updating this more and more I've also been letting shit go which I'm really happy about.
I think it may show my drug usage though
*But of course I do need to rant a little so here goes*
Couples have been making me feel ill.
Now I know its cliche but seriously, the couples who try waaaayyyyyy too hard just make me want to vomit.
Its getting to the point where I don't care if I see one of my really good friends because hes going to either
have her with him or, and this bugs the loving shit out of me, he'll text her the ENTIRE time we hang out!
Come on now. I've been in love and even that is a fucking stretch.
Your going to see the bitch in like 3 hours max. Put down the damn phone and hang out with the people your
with!!!
ugh, makes me sick.
Also the unneeded PDA is bad, but whats worse is when they talk about intimate details of their sex lives
infront of everyone!
So thats my bullshit I hate couples because I'm all alone and bitter rant.
Really, and this worries me way too much, I don't have much of a sex drive lately.
Its nice, I mean its been a month or so and I'm not humping inanimate objects and that makes me glad, but
since there is no one to for me to be having sex with I guess its for the best.
I do need to get laid though, my last was not very good at all.
I've hit a streak of lazy lovers and that needs to change ASAP.
Personally, I try my hardest and give my best for my partner and I guess I don't understand anything else..
Its supposed to be fun for both of you.
The whole "I'm just going to lay here and I want you to fuck me" thing just does not compute.
Thats why I was looking forward to that cougar!
w/e hopefully I don't run into another lazy lover for a long time.
alright I think I've bitched enough, of course I could always go into religion...
but I think I'll pass on it this time
I'm currently listening to Brand New, Beirut, Modest Mouse, and the Decemberists
Ohh and the whole relationship rant has harsh overtones from an Alkaline Trio song
called Love, Love. Kiss, Kiss.
and thats it.
good luck fuckers!