yeahexactly

The waters are slowly starting to settle in the middle of the malstrom
I now have a roomate who will be moving in as my old one moves out.
Kinda of a bizzar childhood game, or the rotating of a turnstile.
I know that things have far from come to peace, but for now my emotions have settled.
My cravings for attention have had their ups and downs, but I think I can control them.
Touch is still my addiction, but I've managed to drown it when ever possible with copious amounts of alcohol.
I know that while I'd love to rebound I'm not ready to add another notch on my bedpost just yet.
I'd like to continue to work on choosing people as opposed to letting them choose me.
Skin tones have been amazing me lately. I'd love to meet some Indian women, like Sg India.
Time to find my religion at a Hindu temple? I think not, but maybe by mentioning it the universe will know that I'm serious. Maybe?
I'm trying to be more productive.
A more upbeat outlook might not be a bad first step.
anyway, Its that time again.
look out bottles, here I come.