so its been a while, no?
the people who i was "borrowing" internet from got wise and locked me out.
a lot has happened and unfortunatly im a.d.d. so we'll see how this goes.
im moving!!!
although not as far away as i'd like, but hey its a start.
in all reality im moving across town so its not a huge deal but its still exciting, whats not exciting is the fact that im a bitch and going to need help to move.
i always hate that part. if my back wasnt fucked up i'd do it all on my own.
anyway im sure it will be humbling. and will be most painful.
really im just moving to make Katy happy.
she was soo excited about the new place that i just went with it.
its more expensive and farther away from my work, and everything else, but ohh well.
i played with a band a week or so ago.
it was nice to play again but they are way too drugged out for me, while i may enjoy weed from time to time, these guys are hitting some much harder stuff. not to mention that the main dude is a friend of Katy's and he was talking shit about her the whole time. so yeah they can suck a fuck.
ive been heading down to bg atleast once a week to hang out with some friends down there.
its been a lot of fun so far. its nice to have people who i can drink and smoke with who dont look down on me for it.
it sure beats sitting at home....
im being antisocial tonight because i hvnt gotten a check yet this week.
im also thinking about getting a new job as a night security guard
the idea came to me while watching night at the museum.
i read a lot and a lot of their job is downtime.
i might as well get paid.
im finally going to go talk to my doctor about lyrica.
its supposedly the wonder drug for fibro.
ive been sitting on my hands for really dumb reasons, and they are as follows:
im worried about how this shit is going to effect me.
its taken a while to get my dosages settled with my other pills and i dont want to go through what i did last summer. while i know that a lot of it was caused by choices i made, i dont want to fuck with my antidepressants again. its just not worth it.
ok and this next point is really vain.
most people who take it gain 10 - 15 lbs
now it i can not be in pain and move around thats not a problem, i'll work it off.
but if it doesnt help with the pain then im not sure its worth it.
im far too self conscious about my appearance to add on any more weight.
which i understand isnt a guy thing, but thats just kind of how i am.
i do a lot of "gay" things so what ever, just add thi to the list
right under "enjoys shirley temples"
and godammnit if thats wrong i dont want to be right!
im almost sure thats everything. if not i'll try again next time.
-dan
the people who i was "borrowing" internet from got wise and locked me out.
a lot has happened and unfortunatly im a.d.d. so we'll see how this goes.
im moving!!!
although not as far away as i'd like, but hey its a start.
in all reality im moving across town so its not a huge deal but its still exciting, whats not exciting is the fact that im a bitch and going to need help to move.
i always hate that part. if my back wasnt fucked up i'd do it all on my own.
anyway im sure it will be humbling. and will be most painful.
really im just moving to make Katy happy.
she was soo excited about the new place that i just went with it.
its more expensive and farther away from my work, and everything else, but ohh well.
i played with a band a week or so ago.
it was nice to play again but they are way too drugged out for me, while i may enjoy weed from time to time, these guys are hitting some much harder stuff. not to mention that the main dude is a friend of Katy's and he was talking shit about her the whole time. so yeah they can suck a fuck.
ive been heading down to bg atleast once a week to hang out with some friends down there.
its been a lot of fun so far. its nice to have people who i can drink and smoke with who dont look down on me for it.
it sure beats sitting at home....
im being antisocial tonight because i hvnt gotten a check yet this week.
im also thinking about getting a new job as a night security guard
the idea came to me while watching night at the museum.
i read a lot and a lot of their job is downtime.
i might as well get paid.
im finally going to go talk to my doctor about lyrica.
its supposedly the wonder drug for fibro.
ive been sitting on my hands for really dumb reasons, and they are as follows:
im worried about how this shit is going to effect me.
its taken a while to get my dosages settled with my other pills and i dont want to go through what i did last summer. while i know that a lot of it was caused by choices i made, i dont want to fuck with my antidepressants again. its just not worth it.
ok and this next point is really vain.
most people who take it gain 10 - 15 lbs
now it i can not be in pain and move around thats not a problem, i'll work it off.
but if it doesnt help with the pain then im not sure its worth it.
im far too self conscious about my appearance to add on any more weight.
which i understand isnt a guy thing, but thats just kind of how i am.
i do a lot of "gay" things so what ever, just add thi to the list
right under "enjoys shirley temples"
and godammnit if thats wrong i dont want to be right!
im almost sure thats everything. if not i'll try again next time.
-dan
mrsfulks:
Sounds like u are enjoying things and things look up for u that is really cool.
mrsfulks:
well I am not sure the woman that does mine doesnt have a cam right now and it to much money to have someone shoot a set for me so i dont know when i will be able to do that so sad