yeahexactly

im fucking exhausted.
i just dont know what to do anymore.
my mom left my dad on monday morning.
i have no idea if shes gone for good or not.
katy and i are supposed to be going to hawaii with them the 16th of this month.
so im ripping my hair out.
i called my dad and told him that katy and i werent going because of this.
katy now seems mad at me and that its my fault that we arent going.
i talked to her before i called my dad. and she told me to do what i felt was right
if my moms gone off the deep end, again, then i think she needs help rather then going on a trip.
and i feel that this trip is just a terrible idea.
but now katys mad at me again
shes been nothing but upset at me for what seems like the past month.
now i know i have mood swings and that i make things worse then they are
but she talked to my sister about how she has been mean to me an not meant it.
i really just dont know what to do.
im losin my goddamned mind!