yarnslut

I've been very sad lately. Guess it's our anniversary, her birthday and the upcoming holidays....alone for the first time in a very long time this year. I don't have a choice...I was left. There are moments when I think I could just draw my last breathe and stop existing.

But I've decided that leaving this home, my home...but the home we shared is the best thing. I am sitting and waiting for her return. I can't move forward. I can't move on.

I am praying that I will get the artist loft. Me and my babies (chihuahua and kitty) can move - I can get rid of sooooooo much stuff. I can breathe. I can create. I can start over. There always has to be a starting over.