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im fed up with work and not knowing whats going on and if the company will go bust or not, i really want to look for another job but basically have been told if i go the firm goes down the pan, what a fucking huge burden to have on my shoulders. i am feeling low at the moment and i am anxious wth the pregnancy, it occurs to me that i have no friends that i can go and see for a chat when i need to talk about anything.

i have a pair of these


i hate to admit that i am jealous that Alice finds Nikki Sixx from Motley Crue very attractive, compared to him i am very uncool and not good looking,

i am tired and stressed i hate feeling like this and just want to run away and hide