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im bored yet i have lots to do, i really need to do things around the house but when it comes down to it i dont really seem to have the get up and go to do it, i also realise i should be spending more time with Alice, she doesnt see much of me now we arent working together so the weekends are the only real time we have to spend with each other. so i have let things go with the house and with other things of mine like my journal and my collections and my story. I have started working from 6am until 6pm and also working Saturday, i dont mind too much but then i do think i work with the most awkward boss i have ever known, i dont want Alice doing too much housework as i want her to rest more and take care of herself.

I love Alice so much and i have never been in a better relationship or been with someone who has loved me as much as Alice. i owe it to her to get my arse in to gear and get my shit sorted but i also owe it to her to spend more time with her, she has some difficult months ahead of her with the pregnancy, and i know because of her anxiety issues it will be extremely more difficult for her if i attend midiwfe appointments with her or go to any scans, it may even be easier for her to not have me at the birth, i am prepared to make that sacrifice but dont want her to be alone

i dont really know the purpose of this blog i just wanted to write it


any way Hello everyone




i want a pair of these,



i cant afford them, bummer