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thanks to all of you who have congratulated me and Alice on our news
sorry ive not been around for a while


i was thinking the other day that i have always been a loner and i still am, i have never had any friends, i know i have friends on here but in my past and nowadays i have never had friends, i dont find it easy to make friends at all, for some reason people dont find it easy to get on with me. i guess most the time i enjoy my own company and dont mind being alone, i find it hard to let someone in to my life and have never liked giving too much about me away, ive never been to a night club and i never really went to pubs or went out at night or at the weekend with friends or to make friends. when i was at school i used to hat6e Mondays, this was the day all the kids would be talking about their weekend and how they went out with friends and i used to hide so no one could ask me what i did, this carried on into my life at work, i feel uncomfortable admiting i am a loner and in a way a bt of a hermit.

the trouble is i need friends and i want friends now, i want to be able to talk to people and write to them and be able to say i do have friends, as much as i like my company i hate it too. i know i have Alice and she is a truly wonderful person and friend and i love her for being their for me.

is it too much to ask to be liked.



anyway that said i thought i would add a pic of my bottom, taken by Alice