Such a crazy few days. Driving to see a client and my check engine light came on. Great!!!!! New car and issues... ok fine, used car but still. Took the car to a shop to find out the code, and find out it's an exhaust code with my catalytic converter. So gotta take my car back to dealership. Hopefully it will get (H2O sensor) and not have to replace whole converter. Cause that would suck. I have to change the spark plugs. I know that would help too, but since that's maintenance that's not covered by warranty.
This morning my husband lost his chain with his one ring and his wedding band he was freaking out. Complete insanity. Finally I told him, just go to work I know you took it off in the house it's here we will find it tonight when we can tear about the house. So he wasn't happy but he left. I left shortly after and just as I was turning out of my driveway my husband calls to tell me he was in a car accident. I called my job to tell them I couldn't make it in. They were actually understanding .... Ball joint broken, completely snapped, radiator is cracked, of course brand new tire punctured, of course front end work needs to be done, after he just paid to do front end work. Of course.... We are going through the fuck nothing is ever easy.
So now he has no car. If the car is totaled the insurance will pay the rest owed to dealership, but he will still have no car. If the car can be fixed it's $1000 deductible. Seriously not having a car is scary when you don't live in NYC anymore. I mean you don't have a car in NYC no big deal... take a train take a bus, whatever its fine. Mass transit takes you everywhere you want to go. You can choose to go to every boro with no problem. See the bronx zoo, the central park zoo, the staten island zoo, the aquarium all with just hoping on a few trains and buses.
On another topic, lately it seems that SG has been full of negativity. Many of the SG's have been getting archived and many hopefuls that I know are backing away from SG. Politics are politics I am not sure what has caused some of my friends to choose to not continue down the path that many other girls have traveled down, but I support them whatever they do. And they support me. They haven't told me Xynnedra don't do this they are total bitches and mean. A lot have actually said because of SG they got paid gigs and though they never made pink they are published models else where and making lots of money, and they don't have to remove they clothes so they kind of said well why do this for free or for the hopes of getting a little bit of money. But they still love the site and all the people they have met and they still say they couldn't have made it to where they are without SG.
I have my first set coming out in 7 days. I am plus sized I wave my plus sized freak flag wildly. I love that SG celebrates the many different facets of a woman's personality, and knows that all women are beautiful. I was told that I will never make pink because SG only makes skinny girls pink. I so want to prove him wrong. I want to prove everyone wrong. I know this site is more than just oooo this girl is the ideal body type!!!!
I love this website because I love the love I get from the other girls and from the guys. I get support from Hopefuls from SG's from just plain followers and I can rant about my bad day and cry about my broken heart and and I get love from so many people it makes me feel so supported. This site has helped me when my bipolar disorder was completely out of control and I was on the verge of hurting myself, and I love of course just looking at the gorgeous ladies on the site. When I post pix and get love from SG's and Hopefuls that I have girl crushes on it's so amazing because it's like wow... They see me. I think that's what this site does for a lot of different people it helps them get seen, in a world that they may not be seen ever. So before you become invisible... I see you!!!!
XOXOXOXO *smooches*