xynnedra

So basic update: I am moving to Pennsylvania, but won't be until February. I am applying for phd program's in Pennsylvania since duh will be living there. The great thing about it is if I'm accepted into a program they automatically sign me up for an assistantship. The schools I'm applying for the assistantship covers 100% of the tuition + a stipend. I'm very happy about that. I just have to pay for the applications & to send my GRE grades to the schools & transcripts.

I'm still looking for a photographer to shoot another set with. I'm sorry, I have my moments where I'm a little insecure, but most of the time... I'm hot, very sexy and kind of a geek. I know I'm plus sized but I still think I personify what SG is about. If I had better skills with a camera I'd try a self shot set. I love taking pics but I suck at it. I am getting a little disheartened with not finding a photog with SG. I love the site because the idea of SG is celebrating women's beauty no matter how odd, weird, fucked up they are. But I see a lot of photographers still seem to be set on the standard ideal of beauty. (angry rant)

My ex has been hitting me up lately. He wants to see me. This is the same one who dumped me for someone else. He says he cares about me & he wants me happy & he can make me happy. I asked when did you start dating her... He stammered then said April. LIAR!!!! You dumped me in February for her said you were seeing her since December then. I told him. Its not that I wish you dead, but if you stopped breathing I wouldn't really care. Just remember karmas a bitch and when she finds out you were fucking me when you starting dating her she's gonna be upset. Cause of course she never knew about me. I said many other choice words.

Working on my novel... I wanted to join a writing group but 1 I'm leaving NYC why join a group here & 2 I'm still not sure if i can trust people to see my work. Sorry moment of paranoia.

I think for the moment that's all. Love hugs and kisses