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I've had a crazy week and in the end due to bronchitis/allergies/cold, I have had a really bad cough for like 3 weeks. My cough has been so bad that it is very possible that I tore a muscle in my stomach. But since I had surgery on my stomach somewhat recently it's a big deal. So if my set comes out you will see the scars on my stomach, kinda sucks. Anyway, I was in so much pain i had to take a bunch of tests and there are still more that will need to be taken, but because I had to drink barium I can't do them just yet.

I was hoping to go out today, I am stuck at home... Alone, bored and down. O well I'll be reading 50 Shades of Gray. The book is very much a turn on for me. I love the demanding, strong, protective, domineering, intelligent, entrepreneurial, philanthropic type of man. Yes Christian is my dream guy, yes I am a bottom, and yes sometimes I top from the bottom. But just reading the first 100 pages I'm drooling, my heart is racing at the idea of his hands his lips.

Ok, well time to watch DVD's....
I think I'm gonna watch the Italian Villa then the Guide to Living