Disembark
I woke a bit early Friday. Slightly lazy I sat around for a few moments after waking up to finally toast some instant waffles. After eating, I got dressed and made way to UCCS to meet some friends to play ultimate frisbee. There are many people that I haven't seen or heard in a long time. Going on campus brought a splendid opportunity to get reacquainted with longtime pals.
After playing in the heat for a couple of hours I went home to rest before going to work. My body felt heavy. Working out and exercising is not exactly my thing these days. Running around was a good way to emphasize how unfit this cat it.
Work was rather slow especially for a Friday night. A bit tired I still managed to hold my own. Another job is welcome right now. Starbucks is a strong consideration because it could allow me to transfer to another store; one in Arizona. Convenient for me you can say.
Biggest gripe right now: I am tired of shady people. A couple of days I went to Doug's place, which he wasn't there but his roomy was. The punk didn't say a word to me. But when Kevin comes in both of them converse over some stupid junk. I realized that these cats are not very cool people. Eventually I left since there was this impression that I was nonexistent.
After work I took a shower and went to Starbucks to read. That did not happen but I sat outside skating around the parking lot. Interspersed with sitting on the sidewalk and contemplating on what I want to acheive in my life. Recently thoughts of adjectives that fit me has been bringing me down. Such words as straggler to underachiever to free spirited. Not being in school makes me feel as if I haven't gotten anything done. Somewhat true but I realize that I need to save up my money so my aspirations may live up to what I yearn for. There are times when I see friends that are attending classes, talking about assignments, or life around school kills me since I am under the impression that I have done little recently.
Even though trying to keep a positive outlook on life. Different facets of my life is bugging me. I can't wait until Shane is back town. Not that him being back will answer all my problems but having a friend I can count on most of the time is inviting. Michele was a person I could depend on but that hasn't been the case for over a year. This period of my life has been so rough. I don't want anybody to have the impression that I am a pessimist or that I think the world is against me and I am a poor soul of the victim of life's harsh realities. It's been rough for me though. Last month I got to see Michele and she dissappeared on me again. Cloaked from my radar. I am still dissappointed in myself for being a fool in thinking things will change. God damn dude, she fuckin sucks.
I really want to be some where other than Colorado Springs. This is getting absurd but I need to escape the box of Colorado. Despite having some close friends I came to the conclusion that I need to get away from here. Start fresh with a clean sheet of college rule paper ready to be written on. To write a new chapter in my life.
Why the hell do I still keep going to Kineda? Seriously, the site is the biggest waste of time. Being online is a huge waste of time yet I spend a good chunk of my morning chatting and checking up updates that are not pertinent to me. It's time for me to disembark because tomorrow will be a long day at work.
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The tragedy in Russia has been overlooked by presidential campaigns on television. I hear talk about presidential popularity polls but how about the ones killed in the attacks at Besland, Russia? What about the situations in Afghanistan or how Indonesia is progressing or about important matters of Turkey under consideration on becoming part of the European Union? These are important issues too but none of the media covers these topics because it is so shrouded by stupid American interests.
I woke a bit early Friday. Slightly lazy I sat around for a few moments after waking up to finally toast some instant waffles. After eating, I got dressed and made way to UCCS to meet some friends to play ultimate frisbee. There are many people that I haven't seen or heard in a long time. Going on campus brought a splendid opportunity to get reacquainted with longtime pals.
After playing in the heat for a couple of hours I went home to rest before going to work. My body felt heavy. Working out and exercising is not exactly my thing these days. Running around was a good way to emphasize how unfit this cat it.
Work was rather slow especially for a Friday night. A bit tired I still managed to hold my own. Another job is welcome right now. Starbucks is a strong consideration because it could allow me to transfer to another store; one in Arizona. Convenient for me you can say.
Biggest gripe right now: I am tired of shady people. A couple of days I went to Doug's place, which he wasn't there but his roomy was. The punk didn't say a word to me. But when Kevin comes in both of them converse over some stupid junk. I realized that these cats are not very cool people. Eventually I left since there was this impression that I was nonexistent.
After work I took a shower and went to Starbucks to read. That did not happen but I sat outside skating around the parking lot. Interspersed with sitting on the sidewalk and contemplating on what I want to acheive in my life. Recently thoughts of adjectives that fit me has been bringing me down. Such words as straggler to underachiever to free spirited. Not being in school makes me feel as if I haven't gotten anything done. Somewhat true but I realize that I need to save up my money so my aspirations may live up to what I yearn for. There are times when I see friends that are attending classes, talking about assignments, or life around school kills me since I am under the impression that I have done little recently.
Even though trying to keep a positive outlook on life. Different facets of my life is bugging me. I can't wait until Shane is back town. Not that him being back will answer all my problems but having a friend I can count on most of the time is inviting. Michele was a person I could depend on but that hasn't been the case for over a year. This period of my life has been so rough. I don't want anybody to have the impression that I am a pessimist or that I think the world is against me and I am a poor soul of the victim of life's harsh realities. It's been rough for me though. Last month I got to see Michele and she dissappeared on me again. Cloaked from my radar. I am still dissappointed in myself for being a fool in thinking things will change. God damn dude, she fuckin sucks.
I really want to be some where other than Colorado Springs. This is getting absurd but I need to escape the box of Colorado. Despite having some close friends I came to the conclusion that I need to get away from here. Start fresh with a clean sheet of college rule paper ready to be written on. To write a new chapter in my life.
Why the hell do I still keep going to Kineda? Seriously, the site is the biggest waste of time. Being online is a huge waste of time yet I spend a good chunk of my morning chatting and checking up updates that are not pertinent to me. It's time for me to disembark because tomorrow will be a long day at work.
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The tragedy in Russia has been overlooked by presidential campaigns on television. I hear talk about presidential popularity polls but how about the ones killed in the attacks at Besland, Russia? What about the situations in Afghanistan or how Indonesia is progressing or about important matters of Turkey under consideration on becoming part of the European Union? These are important issues too but none of the media covers these topics because it is so shrouded by stupid American interests.