Whiplash effect
Why do I choose to go through certain situations again and again? What caused me to go back to Michele after so many years of pain between us? Why did we choose to retain feelings for each other? It makes me wonder a lot since I never sat to pause and think thoroughly about it before until the my presense will no longer be in Hawaii. This is an issue I need to confront. The other night with Tasha and crew was comforting in ways I have not imagined. So far she has qualities that I yearn for. Here Michele is under complete faith that my interest is 100% with her. Never did I imagine myself running into this facsimile.
The reason why I called Michele is that at a long point I was lonely in Hawaii. With time the days with some friends has grown immensely. Comfort within the confines of this house has dispersed in positive ways. Going out with Tasha was another dose of fresh air entering my lungs, revitalizing my malnurished essense. Knowledge that music is such a gigantic facet of herself is refreshing as I am similar to it. The lack of music is the main culprit for my hard time assimilating to everything my spirit encountered. Now I know, again. This whole awareness reinforces me to slow my life down and allow myself to develop true solutions for me. Dang it Richard, you friggin fool.
Why do I choose to go through certain situations again and again? What caused me to go back to Michele after so many years of pain between us? Why did we choose to retain feelings for each other? It makes me wonder a lot since I never sat to pause and think thoroughly about it before until the my presense will no longer be in Hawaii. This is an issue I need to confront. The other night with Tasha and crew was comforting in ways I have not imagined. So far she has qualities that I yearn for. Here Michele is under complete faith that my interest is 100% with her. Never did I imagine myself running into this facsimile.
The reason why I called Michele is that at a long point I was lonely in Hawaii. With time the days with some friends has grown immensely. Comfort within the confines of this house has dispersed in positive ways. Going out with Tasha was another dose of fresh air entering my lungs, revitalizing my malnurished essense. Knowledge that music is such a gigantic facet of herself is refreshing as I am similar to it. The lack of music is the main culprit for my hard time assimilating to everything my spirit encountered. Now I know, again. This whole awareness reinforces me to slow my life down and allow myself to develop true solutions for me. Dang it Richard, you friggin fool.