Well If you haven't heard my set got accepted for Member review!!!
August 9th at 3 pm PST it will come out! I am super excited and will keep all you Ninjas and Pandas posted.
In other news
I had a panic attack two days ago that lasted three hours, it wasn't fun in fact I was scared to death I couldn't calm down on my own, I haven't had one that bad since I was 17. And that is because I was trapped in a house for three days and I wanted to get out and the snow from the blizzard stopped the door from opening.
I am thinking about ditching all I have ever known for 11 years, because it has been falling apart for the past two years. I don't know why I am going thru this now. I have strong feelings for someone else, and I can see myself with them, sexually and emotionally...... but I am terrified!!!!!
How does one just pack up and move on I am starting to REALLY look for my own place, I took her name off the car title, and I got my own phone line. I found out yesterday that she recorded a conversation between me and someone I have been talking to for years.....she is crazy and I can't stay here.....but I can't afford to live on my own out here, and the last place I want to go to is back home to CO....
I don't know what else to say....changes are in the future....I just need to get thru it....the first couple of months are going to be hard.....but I will get thru it
Anywho!!!!! I am okay now.... I got meds to help if I ever have another panic attack like that again.
Hopefully I will be able to do something soon about my sanity here
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August 9th at 3 pm PST it will come out! I am super excited and will keep all you Ninjas and Pandas posted.
In other news
I had a panic attack two days ago that lasted three hours, it wasn't fun in fact I was scared to death I couldn't calm down on my own, I haven't had one that bad since I was 17. And that is because I was trapped in a house for three days and I wanted to get out and the snow from the blizzard stopped the door from opening.
I am thinking about ditching all I have ever known for 11 years, because it has been falling apart for the past two years. I don't know why I am going thru this now. I have strong feelings for someone else, and I can see myself with them, sexually and emotionally...... but I am terrified!!!!!
How does one just pack up and move on I am starting to REALLY look for my own place, I took her name off the car title, and I got my own phone line. I found out yesterday that she recorded a conversation between me and someone I have been talking to for years.....she is crazy and I can't stay here.....but I can't afford to live on my own out here, and the last place I want to go to is back home to CO....
I don't know what else to say....changes are in the future....I just need to get thru it....the first couple of months are going to be hard.....but I will get thru it
Anywho!!!!! I am okay now.... I got meds to help if I ever have another panic attack like that again.
Hopefully I will be able to do something soon about my sanity here
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I know what you mean. Follow your heart hun