the piece on my back is still not finished. i wish it were already done but there might be one or two more sessions left. i need to go back to aikido. i feel so guilty and i miss my dojo. i miss everyone there. i could have advanced a couple of belts by now. i don't regret the haitus taken when this ink addiction started. i do regret the weight i have gained for ceasing tennis, the gym and aikido. i wanted to go back this month. i am very anal about aftercare. aikido is very physical. i need to wait till my latest project is fully healed before i get thrown about... 