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Friday May 04, 2012

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Hey guys. I read your comments today. If I worried anyone, I am sorry. I have always been sensitive, but since marrying my husband, I have been WAY more sensitive, and my social anxiety is ridiculous. I've been told I have PTSD. Plus I feel like a failure.

But right now I want to stop talking about myself right now and repost Drave Suicide's post:


Drave: paypal donations can be accepted through my paypal account email dravensuicide@yahoo.com


Donations are being accepted to help with Brandons( Brandon Smith ) memorial. Help donate so miss Wednesday has a spot to go in the graveyard to visit her daddy. You can go to any Wells Fargo bank and deposit any amount under Becky Butorac In memory of Brandon Smith memorial account (my mother) The last four digits of the account are 8397 just incase you want to make sure its in the right account.

On 4/29/10 I got a call that my fiancee who ive known since i was like 7 years old, my 7 mo old daughter's father, also my main tattoo artist,(He was a great artist) was in the hospital for ODing on Heroin (a problem he had been struggling with for awhile). Apparently he was with a group of his friends and OD and they just dumped his body out at a firestation instead of calling for help.

So when I got to the hospital, Brandon was on machines to make him breathe and i layed with him and held his hand until he died at 10:20 on 4/30/12. Im completely heartbroken, he really was my life.

Brandon had lost both of his parents to OD and has no family besides me, and of course im struggling as is now that hes gone. I have my papal account under dravensuicide@yahoo.com open for donation, im trying to raise enough money so I can bury his ashes in a graveyard so my daughter will have a place to come visit her daddy. Every dollar helps me closer to being able to afford to cremate & bury him.

Any of my SG friends feel free to repost this on your account to get more people involved. Every dollar helps. Thanks guys



I can't imagine what it would be like to lose someone I was in love with. I really wish "final expenses" weren't so damn expensive. It's ridiculous. Money is tight, but I am going to try to help as much as I can.

I hope you all have a good day.

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
hooeylewis:
Well I guess it only applies if it is a popular opinion that everyone agrees with.
May 19, 2012
jaxy:
My nails have always been weak but I've been changing my diet to hopefully make em stronger... we'll see if it works.

Thank you. It's the grey and glitter (one finger) from the OPI NYC Ballet collection.
May 22, 2012

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