I'm wired. My medication doesn't seem to be working that well. I am supposed to start vet tech school shortly. I am not ready. I am worried that I am trying to do this too soon. I am worried that my husband is going to pull the abusive stuff while I'm in school and make me fail.
I should give my husband the benefit of the doubt, but I just can't. I haven't forgiven him, and I don't trust him. But it's all my fault. I let him destroy my dreams and make me crazy. I shouldn't have done that.
Enough about that. Don't know what to say.
I am going to texturize my hair.
I keep having the same dream that I am back in school. I have about eight different lockers and I can't remember the combos to any of them. It's getting on my nerves.
I should give my husband the benefit of the doubt, but I just can't. I haven't forgiven him, and I don't trust him. But it's all my fault. I let him destroy my dreams and make me crazy. I shouldn't have done that.
Enough about that. Don't know what to say.
I am going to texturize my hair.
I keep having the same dream that I am back in school. I have about eight different lockers and I can't remember the combos to any of them. It's getting on my nerves.
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lx_tech:
Vet Tech School?!?! That's super exciting! I hope you do really well and enjoy it. You would be the second person I know to pursue that profession. 
sparkl:
Keep your eyes on the prize babe and dont look back- no one who loves and cares for you would stop you from sucess! Be positive and move forward. Dont let fears hold you back - you can do this! I rootin for ya!!! 