ahh a new post . i just figured i would post an old spoken word thingy i wrote called Manifesto . For my oft delayed and side tracked CD . tell me what you think .
Manifesto . never tell anyone anything , because then you will miss everyone . big brother is watching , but comepletely uncaring . socializing has become mundane , know thyself has new meaning . getting to know people dilute my sense of self , making me into a conformity mongrel .
I am my own best friend . the only ears I rely on to hear my worries are my own . the only voice I accept to hear is my own . the only one whose opinion matters my own . to be completely sober is to understand complete addiction . the only god I worship is my own . no conversion no witnessing . intellect comes with realization , and realization comes with time . I question why I hold my tongue when all I can think of is letting it lash out . no matter how many people love you you are alone . I speak stupid words to stupid people . asking questions is the purpose of life and answers are the bringers of death . love is the only thing that brings true pain . sadists and masochists understand this all to well .
I am a changling and if you cant see that you lost my interest and my respect . Ive evolved enough that darwins theory no longer applies . music is the sound your heart makes , if it isnt on mute . painless is the way to go , though if you do no one knows . the only thing precious about sex is the fact that people think they need love to do it .
the only assistance I need is abscense . absence makes the heart grow fonder , which is why we have minds to control that impulse . ettiquette is a pretty word for quit being a gigantic asshole . the only life lesson ive learned this quarter century is having a cold heart is the safest thing you can have . the new word for dreams is unfulfillable wastes of time .
lesson : smiling does not equal happiness if it did I would be happy all the time . laughing on the outside is nothing if you are sobbing on the inside . I learn hate more and more every day . being honest is the rudest thing you could ever be .
the only thing that makes me feel hollow inside is the only thing I receive .
Manifesto . never tell anyone anything , because then you will miss everyone . big brother is watching , but comepletely uncaring . socializing has become mundane , know thyself has new meaning . getting to know people dilute my sense of self , making me into a conformity mongrel .
I am my own best friend . the only ears I rely on to hear my worries are my own . the only voice I accept to hear is my own . the only one whose opinion matters my own . to be completely sober is to understand complete addiction . the only god I worship is my own . no conversion no witnessing . intellect comes with realization , and realization comes with time . I question why I hold my tongue when all I can think of is letting it lash out . no matter how many people love you you are alone . I speak stupid words to stupid people . asking questions is the purpose of life and answers are the bringers of death . love is the only thing that brings true pain . sadists and masochists understand this all to well .
I am a changling and if you cant see that you lost my interest and my respect . Ive evolved enough that darwins theory no longer applies . music is the sound your heart makes , if it isnt on mute . painless is the way to go , though if you do no one knows . the only thing precious about sex is the fact that people think they need love to do it .
the only assistance I need is abscense . absence makes the heart grow fonder , which is why we have minds to control that impulse . ettiquette is a pretty word for quit being a gigantic asshole . the only life lesson ive learned this quarter century is having a cold heart is the safest thing you can have . the new word for dreams is unfulfillable wastes of time .
lesson : smiling does not equal happiness if it did I would be happy all the time . laughing on the outside is nothing if you are sobbing on the inside . I learn hate more and more every day . being honest is the rudest thing you could ever be .
the only thing that makes me feel hollow inside is the only thing I receive .
bombshellbetty:
Happy birthday!!!