xxxdjinn

i found out that my ex wasnt just breaking up with me but had for the last two weeks of our relationship been doing a guy from work .
so to avoid any potentially job threatening situations i left my job . now im looking for something new . ..
the only thing that bugs me is the fact we were friends for over two years . and she would instead do this to me rather than saying i dont want you but hey i guess i mustve missed clues at the time .

on a cool note i ran into an awesome grrrl i hadnt seen for about a year , she is so cool we exchanged numbers and plan to hang out at the pub on tues so i look forward to having some drinks and laughs . it would be a nice change for this past week .

sometimes i wonder if i am caught in some weird social cycle , that keeps repeating ?
xxxdjinn