why is it i have become so used to sadness that happiness scares the shit outta me ?
i have goals
i am becoming more productive
i am in a cool relationship
i have great friends
i am doing things i have always wanted to but never thought i could
yet it is terrifying me at the same time it exhilerates me.
i have goals
i am becoming more productive
i am in a cool relationship
i have great friends
i am doing things i have always wanted to but never thought i could
yet it is terrifying me at the same time it exhilerates me.
Fear and change go hand in hand, I find. Even with good change. Good healthy anxiety is a sign that you're growing, that it's an adventure, no?
And oh god I must be tired because I'm rambling. Go with it! Have fun! Just love what you have, and if it does stop, love that you have had it, and that is so much better than not knowing at all.