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ahh a new post . i just figured i would post an old spoken word thingy i wrote called Manifesto . For my oft delayed and side tracked CD . tell me what you think .





Manifesto . never tell anyone anything , because then you will miss everyone . big brother is watching , but comepletely uncaring . socializing has become mundane , know...
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bombshellbetty:
Happy birthday!!!
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I am back . it took awhile (long enough for me to leave and come back with a five month old daughter ) let the insanity begin
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gweggums:
the insanity stopped?
xxxdjinn:
actually no but having a baby dulls it especially after 6 months watching the disney channel tongue
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bye guess its sort of pointless now

one bye woulda been nice
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ed:
P.S. -- Tell me when your CD is actually up for purchase!
gweggums:
WHat up yo? Fancy meeting you here....... smile
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OUR CD IS RECORDED. ALL OF IT NOW A WEEK UNTIL ITS MASTERED!!!!!
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I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WILL BE LEAVING THE SITE SOON

After a time i realized it was difficult to keep in contact with those i wanted to become friends with and it became even harder to make new friends . i will miss everyone who i have gotten to know better since joining . i even named some of my basses after a few...
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i have reached a cross in the road so to speak.

do i shave my goatee or do i leave it to grow long.

Hmmmm.......conundrum
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i have no testimonials and that makes me sad frown

we should be finishing with recording in the next month(prays to god)

turkey day is soo ......time to eat my turkey then take a nap
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why is it i have become so used to sadness that happiness scares the shit outta me ?

i have goals
i am becoming more productive
i am in a cool relationship
i have great friends
i am doing things i have always wanted to but never thought i could

yet it is terrifying me at the same time it exhilerates me.
bombshellbetty:
That's not corny. It's a lot of work to get into everyone's head, though. Because there's no such thing as objective reality, and you'd have to see every version of yourself for your wish to come true. surreal

Fear and change go hand in hand, I find. Even with good change. Good healthy anxiety is a sign that you're growing, that it's an adventure, no?

kiss
ed:
Sadness is a reliable place to be, is why. Being happy, we fear disappointment, a change of mood. But, you know. We can't always be happy, nor can we always be sad. It's the roller coaster of life, right? One doesn't mean anything without the other.

And oh god I must be tired because I'm rambling. Go with it! Have fun! Just love what you have, and if it does stop, love that you have had it, and that is so much better than not knowing at all. kiss
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I'm Back!!!!!!

okay its been awhile ..........a LONG WHILE.

I have been busy writing for that new magazine i have about 5-6 articles published in the the soon to be printed january issue. i currently have about 4-5 i have to write . i have been writing about shit i cant even do myself like time management and successfully sticking to newyears resolutions .though my...
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ed:
Welcome back, busy man! I wish I had some creative ideas for your show, but apparently I'm fresh out. frown
yebutz:
why, helloooo there!
christ, you have been busy. i, have not. still on the job hunt...fell down, went boom, broke both bones in my arm... wrecked my car...made about 3 dozen candles and read about 2 dozen books...i'm trying to plan a bachelor party for a friend of mine (does that make sense, a girl planning a BACHELOR party??).

yeah for the good girlfriend...kudos on the articles...no good ideas from me, sorry!

-me
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And You Will Know Me By The Lack Of Updates!!!!!
that and the sexiness.......

okay i will get on with it

our big show was cancelled due to an idiot who was lying to all the bands . he didnt even pay for the venue or have it held . which i found out less than 48 hours before the show itself mad

we recovered and...
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bombshellbetty:
Hey there! It's been quite a while! Lots and lots of changes. Ugh and wheeeeeee! all at the same time. Grrrr. I feel like a newborn babe in a lot of ways. Gotta get things rolling.

So what about you? Update, already! This entry is from October, you slacker!!!
krim:
yea elitests would be a good word for it, trying to look intellectually superior to everyone heh. Anyways update your journal already!