So, November DID suck. All I did was study and apply for jobs.
Which meant everything else in my life halted...completely.
Except, of course, the existential meltdowns. Those come like clockwork. I had a moment the other day where I was lying awake in bed and imagining the fear I will feel at the moment of my death. I could spend my whole life preparing...
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Which meant everything else in my life halted...completely.
Except, of course, the existential meltdowns. Those come like clockwork. I had a moment the other day where I was lying awake in bed and imagining the fear I will feel at the moment of my death. I could spend my whole life preparing...
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rangerdave:
lol Howdy!
notsocoo:
its been awhile
So, November looks like its going to suck. School is taking up all of my time and I won't be able to go out and play any time soon. I've been busting my balls trying to get a job until...I thought about the whole cycle of life. Here I am, trying to get a job before I graduate so that I can bust my ass...
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saltlord:
Sex helps.
sciencexxx:
Happy Turkey Day!
Where the fuck did October go?
This is my favorite time of year; something about the crisp air and the brisk winds stir ancient memories in my soul and I feel connected to something larger than myself; as if my footsteps are crossing over paths I've traveled for lifetimes and there is no need for fear. I can't wait to live in a place with...
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This is my favorite time of year; something about the crisp air and the brisk winds stir ancient memories in my soul and I feel connected to something larger than myself; as if my footsteps are crossing over paths I've traveled for lifetimes and there is no need for fear. I can't wait to live in a place with...
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Been horrible at blogging, mainly due to grad school. This semester, I seem to be having a hard time hitting my stride. I think some of it is because, honestly, I should be crazy busy all the time but I'm not...which makes me think I'm missing something important...which makes me think I'm going to fail horribly at life. Kind of a large jump between that...
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thedomfather:
Inside My Head Is Nothing But A Mess of Insanity
youresomoney:
You just sound a bit anxious! Don't worry about it! Lots of people feel the same way!
I am SO craving a regular relationship. While I love threesomes, I'm tired of couples hitting on me. While I love fucking, I'm tired of married men hitting on me. While I love irresponsible sex, I'm tired of hot dead ends. While I love men, I'm tired of being a babysitter/house keeper. I'm tired of nodding my head and pretending that whatever the fuck you...
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saltlord:
You live the life of a unicorn and I find it interesting that it doesn't give you all you need. Could you give up the pulse racing slut sex for a regular (standard) relationship? Is that what you really want?
Just recently I've become the attention of 3 different couples looking to add a straight guy that fits cock size requirements. It's been fun, but in truth kind of dull being the on call guy. I can have great sex anywhere, sharing a guys wife doesn't make it any better. My problem is that I can't focus all the time on one woman. Most of the time, but not all of the time. I meet women that spark me a wake and I hunger to find out what they smell like, taste like, feel like, sound like. What is a man to do that loves women like I do. Maybe we are in the same boat?
Just recently I've become the attention of 3 different couples looking to add a straight guy that fits cock size requirements. It's been fun, but in truth kind of dull being the on call guy. I can have great sex anywhere, sharing a guys wife doesn't make it any better. My problem is that I can't focus all the time on one woman. Most of the time, but not all of the time. I meet women that spark me a wake and I hunger to find out what they smell like, taste like, feel like, sound like. What is a man to do that loves women like I do. Maybe we are in the same boat?
I've been consumed by a number of things this past month which has led me to be a little lax in writing. BUT I actually had a thought that was worth writing down today...such a momentous occasion deserves a blog entry. I realized today that the vast majority of the conversations that I have with my friends centers around their dissatisfaction with men. I've got...
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thegreatwent:
Very insightful blog! 
I do think that I am a little addicted to certain things in life. I don't know why but I will be completely normal one minute and then the next....
I become this sex-crazed slut. There are so many things on my personal sex 'to-do' list and every now and again it calls to me and I just need to answer it...
Everything else in...
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I become this sex-crazed slut. There are so many things on my personal sex 'to-do' list and every now and again it calls to me and I just need to answer it...
Everything else in...
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virginya:
Wow... that video was fucking HOT.. thanks so much for that. haha! Your the best.
We NEED to be friends....
We NEED to be friends....
saltlord:
It makes me fucking want so much more! I love the pulling of the net shirt tight across those perfect tits until the nipples are nice and hard. I'd answer that fucking call!
Is it wrong to live for sex? I ask that same question or more to the point, why can't sex be a more natural and open part of our lives?
Is it wrong to live for sex? I ask that same question or more to the point, why can't sex be a more natural and open part of our lives?
I've been soooo bad at blogging lately but reasonably good at journalling. I guess there's only so much writing/thinking about life that I can deal with at any given moment. Two weeks ago, I was in Rhode Island with my beautiful cousin who is about 6 years older than me and much much more wise in the ways of the world. She shared a secret...
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jonny0125:
great vid the hair color and everything was perfect
I'm off to Rhode Island! See you guys in a week!
So, I'm coming to the end of my crazy semester and then I'll be off to Rhode Island to spend time with my family- which is frightening and exciting at the same time. But I am looking forward to having some time to just exist as opposed to scrambling around.
Last night, I struggled again with the Buddha. I've since abandoned goals that I clung...
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Last night, I struggled again with the Buddha. I've since abandoned goals that I clung...
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So, now that I'm finished with my last big project, I have the time to go back to the mental amusements I pursued before school got really hectic. I came across someone recently who described themselves as 'charming' and no, this is not an internet dating story. Anyway, I ended up observing this person offending a number of people in the group and I realized...
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I am at the end of the semester FINALLY and yet I still can't find the motivation to write the last paper that is due tomorrow. Sigh.