sooo.... okay.. im doing better since my last post.. im actually updating from shabbys house right now..we are going to the ren fest with christa and panzer today 
so me and shabbydo still arent together but... we are talking and seeing how it goes and there is talk of maybe working something out but right now we are just hanging and seeing how it goes... so far so good.. I really hope things work out because i love him soo 
went to Kentucky on saturday and came home yesterday.. it was somewhat fun but my grandma is really sick and was in the hospital alot of the time but she got to come home for a bit she has to go back tues for more surgery 
i really dont thik she will be around much longer....she was talking like she was ready to give up 
and things must be bad for her to talk that way. She looked so sick when i saw her It was so sad I am very thankful that I got to see her and spend time with her becuase who knows if i will have the chance to again But other than that things are going okay with me.. Living with my parents so far hasnt been that bad surprisingly... I hope things keep going that way alright im getting off here buybye
so me and shabbydo still arent together but... we are talking and seeing how it goes and there is talk of maybe working something out but right now we are just hanging and seeing how it goes... so far so good.. I really hope things work out because i love him soo went to Kentucky on saturday and came home yesterday.. it was somewhat fun but my grandma is really sick and was in the hospital alot of the time but she got to come home for a bit she has to go back tues for more surgery i really dont thik she will be around much longer....she was talking like she was ready to give up and things must be bad for her to talk that way. She looked so sick when i saw her It was so sad I am very thankful that I got to see her and spend time with her becuase who knows if i will have the chance to again But other than that things are going okay with me.. Living with my parents so far hasnt been that bad surprisingly... I hope things keep going that way alright im getting off here buybye VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
veina:
sorry we couldn't make it to ren fest the other day... but if i go i wanna spend all day, not just and hour or two. plus i would have been pooped for work. anyway, glad to see that things are getting better for you.
panzermensch:
Rock on. 'Twas nice seeing you both. I had loads of fun, even if we only seen you for a few days.