hello everyone!!! So I finally got my nostril pierced YAY however because my father is a DOUCHE BAG I cannot go visit my family unless I take it out before i go over, looks like i wont be seeing my family for awhile, at least till it heals and i can put a clear retainer in it but even then i may just say fuck it and just not go see them when he is there.He is soo fucking controlling. It just pisses me off that he lets little things like this keep him from wanting to see me... I have been stressed out 90 percent of my life because of him and im really sick of trying to please him and make him happy and trying to get his acceptance.... I have just been letting alot of things get to me and stress me out lately and I keep them built up. not only with just my dad... alot of stuff... lots of things on my mind that has happend so long ago and i know i should let these demons out but am to affraid to let them out... affraid of what will happen if i break down if i open myself up.... I know its been obvious when im not alright but like the scared little girl i was then i still keep running...... on to a happier note im so excited about the weekend... i do not have a costume yet though im going to try and come up with money to get one on friday when i get paid and if i dont come up with the money ill have to figure something out quick... any sugestions????Also Dresden Dolls is on Friday and me and my shabbydo are going... oh how i love him so alright night boys and girls
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happylittlebitch:
I would like that see ya there.. I want to try and get SweetAvenue to have a girly slumber party... but you can come see me and the animals any time
treblah:
i'm jealous that you're going to see dresden dolls...i really wanted to see them with nine inch nails but i couldn't afford the 300 beans for scalped tickets...