xxsapphire

I'm so sick of Debi making me feel bad because I'm in love with Valerie. I'm sorry that shes still in love with me but I cant help who I fall for. I didnt want to fall for Val, I didnt. And it hurts cause I cant ever really have her. But I hate this feeling that I shouldnt love her. That it makes me a bad person.

xx Sapphire xxxx: She hates you because I love you
Val: I do feel very sad for you because you're sad about this....
Val: I am just very angry and disappointed with her because she is making you feel bad for your feelings towards me.
xx Sapphire xxxx: ... Should I not love you?
Val: Not really my place to say.
xx Sapphire xxxx: Do you want me to love you?
xx Sapphire xxxx: Does it make you happy?
xx Sapphire xxxx: Or are my feelings wasted?
Val: It does make me happy.
xx Sapphire xxxx: Then why do I feel like I'm a bad person for falling for you?
xx Sapphire xxxx: I didnt want to, I didnt plan on it
xx Sapphire xxxx: But your everything I've always wanted, your perfect.
xx Sapphire xxxx: And maybe I'm just stupid
xx Sapphire xxxx: For holding on
Val: I did not plan it either. But well we are here. I am happy here. ok?
xx Sapphire xxxx: *nods*

*sighs*