Failure. Rejection. Nothing you can say, nothing you can do.
Damn those are some bitter pills.
But hey, I saw it coming. I expected it. Probably even helped bring it about. What can be done now? Oh yeah...nothing. Except maybe wait for that punched in the gut feeling to go away. I hate how your body marinates in these feelings of bitterness and disappointment.
It always sucks to find a person who you really connect with, and then have indirect bullshit get in the way that, ultimately, tears it all apart. Just seems like it's always /something/. Maybe I just don't want it to ever work. Or maybe I want it too much.
I guess I can at least know that I gave it all a shot and put my heart on the line yet again. I'm honesty surprised I could do that much. Just proof that I'll do it again if another one ever comes along. That's good and bad to know I guess...
Only thing I'm sure of is that it hurts...and I feel restlessly tired.
-A temporarily wounded Ronin
Damn those are some bitter pills.
But hey, I saw it coming. I expected it. Probably even helped bring it about. What can be done now? Oh yeah...nothing. Except maybe wait for that punched in the gut feeling to go away. I hate how your body marinates in these feelings of bitterness and disappointment.
It always sucks to find a person who you really connect with, and then have indirect bullshit get in the way that, ultimately, tears it all apart. Just seems like it's always /something/. Maybe I just don't want it to ever work. Or maybe I want it too much.
I guess I can at least know that I gave it all a shot and put my heart on the line yet again. I'm honesty surprised I could do that much. Just proof that I'll do it again if another one ever comes along. That's good and bad to know I guess...
Only thing I'm sure of is that it hurts...and I feel restlessly tired.
-A temporarily wounded Ronin
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I think thats why I fall under the dont ever want it to work category, unfortunately.
Theres allways a new riff to come out of heartbreak though