So this guy who's staying at the hotel I work at pulls me to the side at one point to ask me what the best strip clubs are in town--no big, I get it a lot.
But he stretches it out to make sure to include details about how his wife's a big pornstar and blah blah sex, yadda yadda boobs, whatever. And it seemed like he was going on and on about it kinda waiting for me to react or something. I just didn't really give a fuck--anymore than I gave a fuck that the woman before him was an alcoholic socialite.
It's a pretty insignificant thing to mention overall, but it got me thinking: how fulfilling of a relationship is that? The guy and his porno wife. I mean, you have this buxom (very obviously fake, btw) moderately attractive woman with this kinda skeezy, balding guy and its clear their realtionship is based primarily on sex and his need to show her off (trophy wife) and her need to be the center of attention and have acceptance/approval from men. I'm sure neither one of 'em have much self esteem without each other, even though it seems like it's just two people caught in a perpetual spiral of feeding each other's (what some may consider) "demons".
When you think about it that way, it seems like most relationships are pretty much based on a dependency that typically feeds their "demons". The extremity varies, but it's all relatively the same. I mean, really, when a realtionship is bad/not working/unhealthy/whatever it's not ever anything /good/ that keeps a person in it. They may say things to justify and defend their significant other, but really, human beings are too selfish for it to ever but rarely be anything more than their own shit that keeps them there. I feel like I'm just stating the obvious.
Wow, that was one helluva rant. And I'm not even sure i ended in the same place I started.
Anyway, that went through my head right after that guy walked off with his porno wife. After re-reading that all I can say is...
"I think too much."
-Ronin
Oh yeah, and fake boobs are seriously just not all that attractive. Nothing against 'em, but they just never look right, never sit right, never feel right--I'm just not a fan. All natural is the way to go--those never get old
But he stretches it out to make sure to include details about how his wife's a big pornstar and blah blah sex, yadda yadda boobs, whatever. And it seemed like he was going on and on about it kinda waiting for me to react or something. I just didn't really give a fuck--anymore than I gave a fuck that the woman before him was an alcoholic socialite.
It's a pretty insignificant thing to mention overall, but it got me thinking: how fulfilling of a relationship is that? The guy and his porno wife. I mean, you have this buxom (very obviously fake, btw) moderately attractive woman with this kinda skeezy, balding guy and its clear their realtionship is based primarily on sex and his need to show her off (trophy wife) and her need to be the center of attention and have acceptance/approval from men. I'm sure neither one of 'em have much self esteem without each other, even though it seems like it's just two people caught in a perpetual spiral of feeding each other's (what some may consider) "demons".
When you think about it that way, it seems like most relationships are pretty much based on a dependency that typically feeds their "demons". The extremity varies, but it's all relatively the same. I mean, really, when a realtionship is bad/not working/unhealthy/whatever it's not ever anything /good/ that keeps a person in it. They may say things to justify and defend their significant other, but really, human beings are too selfish for it to ever but rarely be anything more than their own shit that keeps them there. I feel like I'm just stating the obvious.
Wow, that was one helluva rant. And I'm not even sure i ended in the same place I started.
Anyway, that went through my head right after that guy walked off with his porno wife. After re-reading that all I can say is...
"I think too much."
-Ronin
Oh yeah, and fake boobs are seriously just not all that attractive. Nothing against 'em, but they just never look right, never sit right, never feel right--I'm just not a fan. All natural is the way to go--those never get old
i totally feel that my guy and i have this kind of relationship. whatever it is that keeps us together feels like it comes out of childhood insecurities.
he thinks i dont really like him, that i'm looking to get out at the first opportunity.
i think he really loves me but one girl isnt enough for him so he's looking for attention at every given opportunity
sometimes though i realize that my guy is not the asshole caricature that i think he is
and
he's really cute