Wow, what the hell is wrong with me.
It's like life has me down on the ground by the throat and I'm getting too weak to fight back.
It's not like me to give up, but I just feel so tired anymore. I catch myself looking at all the things around me and all I can do is give a heavy sigh at what's there. I've always been the kinda guy who can be surrounded by a hundred people and still feel utterly alone, but nowadays...I dunno.
I never figured out how to be happy. Even if I ever found it, I doubt I'd know what to do with it.
It's like life has me down on the ground by the throat and I'm getting too weak to fight back.
It's not like me to give up, but I just feel so tired anymore. I catch myself looking at all the things around me and all I can do is give a heavy sigh at what's there. I've always been the kinda guy who can be surrounded by a hundred people and still feel utterly alone, but nowadays...I dunno.
I never figured out how to be happy. Even if I ever found it, I doubt I'd know what to do with it.