xxpandabearxx

I have been wanting to be a suicide girl for a couple years now. Sadly during that time a lot has happened and I have have gained a lot of weight =( I feel very self conscious but my drive to be a suicide girl has helped me kick my butt in gear lose the weight and work towards doing a photoshoot! Wish me luck!

Haven't updated in a while yet again but good news. I have a job I adore, start school in August and getting ready to purchase a house. Things finally have turned around. =)

so it continues ... I am still in search of a full time or part time job. It's only been 2 weeks since I lost my job but this still sucks =(

Well I do apologize for not getting on sooner. I know it has been quite a while =)