xxmonsterxx

is it murder to smother your own creativity? i've buried mine and i think if i ever wanted to exhume the remains, there wouldn't be so much as ash left.

i'm listless. anti-social and bored. people are pissing me off and i have less money now than i did before my raise.

sometimes you've got to go with your gut. even if your gut says "pull the trigger."

but my own selfish needs aside, why can't everyone share the sandox? why do the majority of religious zealots come from regions with harsh environments? and why must it be so damned hard?

shouldn't i tell the truth? i'm becoming more comfortable with it. its not something i wish to share, yet, but its no longer a skeleton in my closet. i guess you could say, if i died tomorrow, i wouldn't be ashamed for my family and friends to find out.