xxjcblackheartxx

What a really depressing Christmas this will be.....not only am I alone but it seems i will be broke..I hate unexpected things breaking and then needing immediate repair....I suppose i should be thankful for having some things but that holiday is long passed....I never joined the Army for the money not at all....i guess all in all i am glad i don't have kids though it sucks at times when i am looked at to take care of my mother on my salary....I guess my Christmas will consist of me continuing my diet and playing black ops...it seems lately working out is the only thing i can do to clear my head on....Apparently i suck at life .....i am considering volunteering for a deployment to pay off my mother's debt not sure if she would be cool with the idea but it would also take me out of financial depression ...If i am going to do it i should before "the wars are over".... this blog is really fucking stupid....one of these days I'll figure out how to talk to women.....i wish there was a class for guys like me who tend to say nice things....at times i wish i could more like my brother and have the ability to sleep with everything he see's without effort...alas this isn't me he got the artistic talent he's taller than me and that fucker has green eyes....i hate him ..
Gary Coleman died
life is short