I had not been truly depressed in a while.... i can't believe my liver survived this weekend.
....fuck it though....i guess i will just have to try again.....
it is said a man learns more from failure than success anyway.....
i guess i'll just have to be positive and keep trying.... besides i am learning i should'nt let my career define me....i think about this site a lot sometimes in envy, i wish that i could make a living doing what i love instead of conforming to society.....its a requirment now but this will not stand......i will be myself again.....
i can't wait to see my artist here soon i have'nt got any ink in over a year and i will finish myh sleeve and my chest piece
my diet is going great....depression has helped but lol....another 2 months and i should be back to where i was .....
i need to invest in a new drum set as well....i need to start doing what makes me happy otherwise whats the point of living....
....fuck it though....i guess i will just have to try again.....
it is said a man learns more from failure than success anyway.....
i guess i'll just have to be positive and keep trying.... besides i am learning i should'nt let my career define me....i think about this site a lot sometimes in envy, i wish that i could make a living doing what i love instead of conforming to society.....its a requirment now but this will not stand......i will be myself again.....
i can't wait to see my artist here soon i have'nt got any ink in over a year and i will finish myh sleeve and my chest piece
my diet is going great....depression has helped but lol....another 2 months and i should be back to where i was .....
i need to invest in a new drum set as well....i need to start doing what makes me happy otherwise whats the point of living....
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That picture makes me hungry too, i may have to make a new blog just to keep me out of the fridge
As for the job issue, sometimes you have to conform to something you don't like so you can have freedom later. Just consider this something you have to go through until you CAN have a job doing what you love.