xxgoonboyxx

I started to read a book the other day and I have been staying up late at night to finish it. last night I just couldnt stop until I did... It's called "Choke" and it is by Chuck Palahniuk... The guy who wrote fight club. Well this book is about a guy named Victor who is a sexual addict. Something I can relate too. Maybe that is why I identified with the book. just things things that happened to him so closly related to me... that I couldnt help but read it. When you suffer from sexual addiction all you think about is sexual gratification... I mean everyone thinks about it but you think about it in an unhealty way. regual porn stops doing it for you... then you start ricking things just to get off... freinds family ..... work. none of it matters. you are addictided to the chemical release you obtain from orgasm. This was a big problem with me until I met Shannnon. for the first time I really put someone else's feelings before mine. she keeps me out and trouble and keeps me happy. she also gives me a goal to work for. She is also the fist person I have NEVER cheated with. Trust me that is saying something. most tiems within the first week or so of dating sonmeone I was sleeping with someone else. so I suggest reading this book ti is great... but right now I have to take it back and get a new book!