I was actually beginning to appreciate the cooler weather, which I normally loathe..
and enjoying the smell that comes along with falls that reminds me of colored leaves and Halloween...
until I went to work today.
Since that reminded me that colder weather means more customers, which means non-stop lines coming through the door, which means plenty of Chelsea running around like a chicken with it's head cut off, which means aching backs and legs, which means a very grumpy girl.
I mostly hurt because I've gotten used to not having to work hard all summer since customers are so few, and now I'm having to actually move around a lot more.
Oh well, it does make the time go by a little faster...
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Last night when I laid down to go to sleep I had this mental revalation. You know, where you realize you really hate some of the places you're headed. And I spoke outloud to myself for the longest time, until I finally fell asleep. When I woke up I did everything differently. More like I had at one time. With more effort. More... caring.. I guess you could say.
It made me feel really good.
So much better.
But the hard part is staying this way, since I haven't so many times before.
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I love serious in depth conversations.
Carrie.
Zach.
Darrel, my manager.
Music. Loud music.
Pirating music.
Sleeping.
Looking forward to things.
Salads.
Being a computer game nerd.
Bumper stickers.
Hoodies.
The way it smells outside.
That's what I love right now.
<33Later<33
and enjoying the smell that comes along with falls that reminds me of colored leaves and Halloween...
until I went to work today.
Since that reminded me that colder weather means more customers, which means non-stop lines coming through the door, which means plenty of Chelsea running around like a chicken with it's head cut off, which means aching backs and legs, which means a very grumpy girl.
I mostly hurt because I've gotten used to not having to work hard all summer since customers are so few, and now I'm having to actually move around a lot more.
Oh well, it does make the time go by a little faster...
****
Last night when I laid down to go to sleep I had this mental revalation. You know, where you realize you really hate some of the places you're headed. And I spoke outloud to myself for the longest time, until I finally fell asleep. When I woke up I did everything differently. More like I had at one time. With more effort. More... caring.. I guess you could say.
It made me feel really good.
So much better.
But the hard part is staying this way, since I haven't so many times before.
****
I love serious in depth conversations.
Carrie.
Zach.
Darrel, my manager.
Music. Loud music.
Pirating music.
Sleeping.
Looking forward to things.
Salads.
Being a computer game nerd.
Bumper stickers.
Hoodies.
The way it smells outside.
That's what I love right now.
<33Later<33
So what things are you doing different, I hope you can live the way you want to live.
Im glad you have all that stuff to love, as long as you have that much stuff you love then you should stay pretty happy.