I've had a terribly uneasy feeling since about five this evening. It became increasingly worse while driving home alone from my grandparent's house tonight. The kind of feeling where you think you could die any minute.
The kind of feeling where you might loose a limb. Or a layer of skin. Be hit with a feeling of intense pain.
The kind of feeling when everything is dark. Too dark.
Things hurt.
Breathing requires thinking.
The kind of feeling where you can't think straight. Where maybe someone's hiding in the back seat with a knife. In the back hatch with rough hands and a rope.
Where you might just wreck your pride and joy into the next passing red oak. Or come home to a sobbing phone message. An early obituary of your closet friend or favorite relative. A dead dog. The gutted frame of your burning house.
Its cold and your windows are fogging up. Your broken compressor is waiting under the hood of the car like a preying beast. Rain water drips down, leaving streaks that reveal distant ominous headlights through the back of the fourteen year old growling Chevrolet. The perfect setting, the perfect coincidence - for the imperfect feeling.
It still hasn't left. Neither has this throbbing pain in my right thigh. Luckily there has been no bad news, or events for that matter. I sort of have to stop to think that maybe I'm feeling the happenings of an event I will never witness. Someone else's pain. Someone else's misfortune.
Like a transference of energy.
Or maybe I'm just yet to meet my affliction...
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I'm reading Chuck Palahniuk's 'Haunted'. Great so far. As excpected.
Ashley and I saw 'The Devil's Rejects' Friday night. I have to say that I'm slightly disappointed. It definitely did not live up to 'House of 1000 Corpses'. I love Rob Zombie, I think he is an amazing man and artist, and had been anticipating this movie greatly - but I have to say that just as the old saying goes, the sequel is not better than the original . I was impressed with several aspects of the film, but not over all. Otis of course, still lived up to be the best and my favorite character. Mother Firefly and Baby's characters seemed to have changed just a bit. Though, Zombie's choice of film angles, change overs, and music were still very cool and almost classic.
I'm actually watching 'Saw' on my computer right now. Great movie, as always. I'm mentioning it mainly because the trailer for 'Saw II' was on 'The Devil's Rejects', and I'm incredibly excited about that. I know that it being a sequel it could turn out just as House and Devil's did, but I also know that Leigh Whannell is one fuck of a fantastic screen writer and probably won't let me down too bad, if at all. I'm definitely going to spend my Halloween night at the theatre seeing this movie.
<333Chels.
The kind of feeling where you might loose a limb. Or a layer of skin. Be hit with a feeling of intense pain.
The kind of feeling when everything is dark. Too dark.
Things hurt.
Breathing requires thinking.
The kind of feeling where you can't think straight. Where maybe someone's hiding in the back seat with a knife. In the back hatch with rough hands and a rope.
Where you might just wreck your pride and joy into the next passing red oak. Or come home to a sobbing phone message. An early obituary of your closet friend or favorite relative. A dead dog. The gutted frame of your burning house.
Its cold and your windows are fogging up. Your broken compressor is waiting under the hood of the car like a preying beast. Rain water drips down, leaving streaks that reveal distant ominous headlights through the back of the fourteen year old growling Chevrolet. The perfect setting, the perfect coincidence - for the imperfect feeling.
It still hasn't left. Neither has this throbbing pain in my right thigh. Luckily there has been no bad news, or events for that matter. I sort of have to stop to think that maybe I'm feeling the happenings of an event I will never witness. Someone else's pain. Someone else's misfortune.
Like a transference of energy.
Or maybe I'm just yet to meet my affliction...
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I'm reading Chuck Palahniuk's 'Haunted'. Great so far. As excpected.
Ashley and I saw 'The Devil's Rejects' Friday night. I have to say that I'm slightly disappointed. It definitely did not live up to 'House of 1000 Corpses'. I love Rob Zombie, I think he is an amazing man and artist, and had been anticipating this movie greatly - but I have to say that just as the old saying goes, the sequel is not better than the original . I was impressed with several aspects of the film, but not over all. Otis of course, still lived up to be the best and my favorite character. Mother Firefly and Baby's characters seemed to have changed just a bit. Though, Zombie's choice of film angles, change overs, and music were still very cool and almost classic.
I'm actually watching 'Saw' on my computer right now. Great movie, as always. I'm mentioning it mainly because the trailer for 'Saw II' was on 'The Devil's Rejects', and I'm incredibly excited about that. I know that it being a sequel it could turn out just as House and Devil's did, but I also know that Leigh Whannell is one fuck of a fantastic screen writer and probably won't let me down too bad, if at all. I'm definitely going to spend my Halloween night at the theatre seeing this movie.
<333Chels.
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i loved haunted.
it made me grin and giggle. and cringe even at parts.