I have to read up to chapter eight in this damned book before tomorrow morning.
I also have to complete some of this logarithmic mathematic crapola (ashley's word!).
Oh, and get a sketch down for my painting.
Growl.
I just don't want to. Damn it!
Oh the joys of procrastination.
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So after sitting and getting nowhere with JT's cousin, because like I said before, he is so difficult it isn't funny. He's interested - but the way he puts it off he isn't, what with the awkward silence/distractions/not very talkative bullshit. I tired. *shrug* I give up. Makes me realize why I don't mess with younger guys, they don't know what they're fucking doing.
But, one good thing it also made me kind of realize - I have no drive to be in a relationship. I don't want one. I'm not feeling it at all.
I'm glad I realize this.
I just want to do things that make me happy. Have fun. Accomplish things, but relax and have fun.
Maybe I'll write something more, or else later.
I also have to complete some of this logarithmic mathematic crapola (ashley's word!).
Oh, and get a sketch down for my painting.
Growl.
I just don't want to. Damn it!
Oh the joys of procrastination.
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So after sitting and getting nowhere with JT's cousin, because like I said before, he is so difficult it isn't funny. He's interested - but the way he puts it off he isn't, what with the awkward silence/distractions/not very talkative bullshit. I tired. *shrug* I give up. Makes me realize why I don't mess with younger guys, they don't know what they're fucking doing.
But, one good thing it also made me kind of realize - I have no drive to be in a relationship. I don't want one. I'm not feeling it at all.
I'm glad I realize this.
I just want to do things that make me happy. Have fun. Accomplish things, but relax and have fun.
Maybe I'll write something more, or else later.
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If homeboy is hesitating, let it go. Better for him to hesitate BEFORE anything blossoms as opposed to getting a little something going on and then: BAM, no more. Pretend you don't give a shit if he's interested or not. If he wants it, he'll come for it; don't waste your valuable time and energy.
P.S.
Not all of us "younger guys" are such a pain in the ass. Some of us can articulate exactly what we want and execute in grand style. Sing it with me now, "one bad apple don't spoil the whole bunch girrrrl...."
Mine was the best I have ever had.