I took a new profile picture today. Woo. I was getting tired of the old one.
The Ring 2? Don't see it. Save your money. Unless you're one of those people that somehow seem to like really crappy, cheesy sequels.
I still had fun being out with Cody and Kaylyn though. They make me laugh so fucking hard.
Work went by fast. Probably because we were so busy. I can't stop hitting on our broiler guy, Mike. He's considerably older than me - though he doesn't look it. I was really shocked to find out we had almost ten years apart. I feel so... guilty.
But he makes me laugh, and he's fun.
There's a tension there, a small one, that I enjoy. It's too bad I only see him once or twice a week - since that's about the amount I work now.
Maybe I'm just lonely.
Nate is supposed to be returning my CDs I left in his car, but I'm sure he'll return them through a friend of mine. Maybe it's best that way. He owes me a good amount of money as well - I wonder if he'll pay that back face to face, or run around it.
Truthfully, I don't know if I want to see him, either. I fear I'll become upset, or too touchy (like I was before). Every time I saw him beforehand, it's been a month since, I'd want to throw my arms around him, or kiss him on the cheek. I'd want to be as close as possible to him. Whenever we'd say good-bye, after the whole "breakup" fiasco, he'd kiss me on the cheek - and that always made me so upset and happy at the same time - but mostly just upset. I don't feel like wasting even more tears on him. And it's funny - the question I asked him last time I saw him face to face -
"Is it worth my time to wait on you?"
and he'd just looked at me and said, "I don't know.",
has still gone unanswered. It stopped at 'i don't know'.
I suppose I could answer it myself, with an almost obvious no, but then....
there was no answer. Not from him.
I wish I could just stop being stupid and stop hoping so much. Even if it's just the slightest bit.
That's about it. For now.
Later.
The Ring 2? Don't see it. Save your money. Unless you're one of those people that somehow seem to like really crappy, cheesy sequels.
I still had fun being out with Cody and Kaylyn though. They make me laugh so fucking hard.
Work went by fast. Probably because we were so busy. I can't stop hitting on our broiler guy, Mike. He's considerably older than me - though he doesn't look it. I was really shocked to find out we had almost ten years apart. I feel so... guilty.
But he makes me laugh, and he's fun.
There's a tension there, a small one, that I enjoy. It's too bad I only see him once or twice a week - since that's about the amount I work now.
Maybe I'm just lonely.
Nate is supposed to be returning my CDs I left in his car, but I'm sure he'll return them through a friend of mine. Maybe it's best that way. He owes me a good amount of money as well - I wonder if he'll pay that back face to face, or run around it.
Truthfully, I don't know if I want to see him, either. I fear I'll become upset, or too touchy (like I was before). Every time I saw him beforehand, it's been a month since, I'd want to throw my arms around him, or kiss him on the cheek. I'd want to be as close as possible to him. Whenever we'd say good-bye, after the whole "breakup" fiasco, he'd kiss me on the cheek - and that always made me so upset and happy at the same time - but mostly just upset. I don't feel like wasting even more tears on him. And it's funny - the question I asked him last time I saw him face to face -
"Is it worth my time to wait on you?"
and he'd just looked at me and said, "I don't know.",
has still gone unanswered. It stopped at 'i don't know'.
I suppose I could answer it myself, with an almost obvious no, but then....
there was no answer. Not from him.
I wish I could just stop being stupid and stop hoping so much. Even if it's just the slightest bit.
That's about it. For now.
Later.
I like stupid moves because I get to make fun of them its the greatest when me and my friends would go to see a stopped move we would make fun of it for weeks its just a fucking good time.
I hope you get your CDs and money back.