I'm depressed.
Beyond depressed. The kind where you feel like yelling and crying and beating your fists into something...
because I feel like I'm nothing.
I feel ugly.
I feel like there is something wrong with me...
I want something good to happen to me. My kind of good. My own idea.
Everytime I get my mind set on something I let it slip through my fingers.
My friend Tom always says that "It's always darkest before dawn." I'm sick of not being able to see anything. Where is the sunlight?
Beyond depressed. The kind where you feel like yelling and crying and beating your fists into something...
because I feel like I'm nothing.
I feel ugly.
I feel like there is something wrong with me...
I want something good to happen to me. My kind of good. My own idea.
Everytime I get my mind set on something I let it slip through my fingers.
My friend Tom always says that "It's always darkest before dawn." I'm sick of not being able to see anything. Where is the sunlight?
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Dont say you are nothing because you are not nothing you are a great artist who with some good training will become even better you are smart you are cool and you are the only one who got my afi quote that alone makes you cool.
If you wont to talk to some one about depression im an expert iv been on more ups and downs than a roller coaster and I have way more bad stuff happen to me than you have I promise so if you want some one to talk to we can have a email chat.
Things will change you are too nice to cool and to god dame hot not to find happiness.
I hope to hear from you soon.
I'm a tad sleepless and out of it but I'll be glad to do what I can from a distance...
What are you letting slip through your fingers? what is your kind of good/idea?
C'mon, spill it - you know you want to!
xo