I used to think it was fun to sneeze.
And now I know it's definately not fun to be at work when you're sick.
But I'm loving the tension I sense between this new guy and I. I find it intriguing. *devilish smile*
I feel really discouraged with my art right now. I hate when this happens. It's an impending feeling of not being good enough to do what I want to do. It always comes out of nowhere, and usually when I see someone else's work that I feel like I'll never be able to compare to. Mm. I hope to bounce back soon. I always seem to. Hopefully there will never be a day where I won't.
I think I've gone movie crazy. And that rocks. Tuesday I bought Saw, and Kaylyn, my sister and I watched it. Then the next day I bought Shaun of the Dead and we all watched that together as well. Now I own two wonderful, wonderful movies. Woot.
And I wonder where all my money goes, haha.
Hmm. I'm just at a loss of what to write. I'm sure no one wants to read my ramblings. I think I'll go be a computer nerd now, stay up too late even though I have to be at work at 9:30 tomorrow morning.
Later.
And now I know it's definately not fun to be at work when you're sick.
But I'm loving the tension I sense between this new guy and I. I find it intriguing. *devilish smile*
I feel really discouraged with my art right now. I hate when this happens. It's an impending feeling of not being good enough to do what I want to do. It always comes out of nowhere, and usually when I see someone else's work that I feel like I'll never be able to compare to. Mm. I hope to bounce back soon. I always seem to. Hopefully there will never be a day where I won't.
I think I've gone movie crazy. And that rocks. Tuesday I bought Saw, and Kaylyn, my sister and I watched it. Then the next day I bought Shaun of the Dead and we all watched that together as well. Now I own two wonderful, wonderful movies. Woot.
And I wonder where all my money goes, haha.
Hmm. I'm just at a loss of what to write. I'm sure no one wants to read my ramblings. I think I'll go be a computer nerd now, stay up too late even though I have to be at work at 9:30 tomorrow morning.
Later.
A writer gave me this advice and I've been doing this for music for the past few weeks. The results are uncanny.
It's not about doing great work all the time. It's about doing art all the time. The more you live it and breathe it, the more it becomes a first language. The shorter the distance between concept and realization.
And forget about comparing yourself to others. Compare yourself to yourself and that's it. They all started somewhere and they all had growing pains and doubt. Why would it be any different for you? Just don't let it stop you.
If you ever want a laugh, let me know and I'll send you an MP3 of my music from when I first started out. I'm very lucky now in that I make a living writing music but even if I didn't I'd never stop.
Do what you love.
/sanctimonious soap-boxing