[And all our sins,
Come back to haunt us in the end,
To hang around and tap us on the shoulder,
And smile silent,
It's all implied,
You'll die trying to live this down,
You might as well forget it,
Still I'm convinced,
Wondering what if is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
Someday I swear I'm going to get it,
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
We'll get over it,
Sad, strong, safe, and sober,
We'll move forward,
And know where we went wrong,
But you can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again
You can't go home again
You can't go home again
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be]
- Straylight Run
If you love it let it go, and if it comes back then it was truly meant to be... I hate that fucking quote. I've always hated it. It's too bad it completely applies to everything relationship- wise now.
I miss him.
But I know I need to occupy myself with other things. Not get my hopes up. Leave him to himself.
I know I'm stronger than that. I will be just fine. With, or without him.
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I need to stop staying up so late. It's not good for a girl that works and goes to school at the same time.
And that's why I'm stopping this here, taking a shower, and lying in my bed.
Come back to haunt us in the end,
To hang around and tap us on the shoulder,
And smile silent,
It's all implied,
You'll die trying to live this down,
You might as well forget it,
Still I'm convinced,
Wondering what if is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
Someday I swear I'm going to get it,
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
We'll get over it,
Sad, strong, safe, and sober,
We'll move forward,
And know where we went wrong,
But you can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again
You can't go home again
You can't go home again
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be]
- Straylight Run
If you love it let it go, and if it comes back then it was truly meant to be... I hate that fucking quote. I've always hated it. It's too bad it completely applies to everything relationship- wise now.
I miss him.
But I know I need to occupy myself with other things. Not get my hopes up. Leave him to himself.
I know I'm stronger than that. I will be just fine. With, or without him.
-------------------------------------------
I need to stop staying up so late. It's not good for a girl that works and goes to school at the same time.
And that's why I'm stopping this here, taking a shower, and lying in my bed.
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Here's to moving on, focused on the self, rising above and never looking back.